About Five Minutes

 The love of existence is available for all and from the everything. I look out over a sea of experiential brains taking in scenes and worlds that allow me to imagine crossing the stronghold of the mind to soul barrier. Gurdjieff taps at the kundabuffer and a smile passes through me as I sense the code cracking and pieces falling away. My love walks in the world as I dream and push my mind's eye to the forefront of my being, the child is dancing with the children that it's adult brought into creation. They are one and absolute in their separate existence on every plane before, after and alligned with this the one. 

 There must be a balance, the anger within us must be balanced by joy and vice versa; yes, there will be anger. One cannot be all peace and butterflies throughout an entire existence; living as part of everything that being entails will equal out one's energy at some point. So if you find frustration or if something pisses you off, it is OK. You can be angry, you can have the rage of a billion lifetimes pass through you, but the action you take must be balanced.  There must be an equilibrium in your response, first be aware of and honest to your being, that means diving deeper than the waves of energy coming at you from your surroundings. You have so much more than that within you, look inside before you act. Take even one tenth of a second and breath (if a fist is coming through space towards your face, then maybe one hundredth of a second). I try to see the universe within me, and I watch the crashing waves become soft ripples flowing through my space. You will find your pat...

 There are many avenues into the layers of consciousness that open our minds to the greater potential of our being at ease in the world. Some have the door opened once and are able to walk through their life with that single experience guiding their heart and mind for an entire lifetime, without ever stepping over the line into mystical awarenesses again. Then there are others that find themselves able to swing the door open freely, finding the avenue to alternative thinking easy to access and walk in and out of the layers of awareness throughout their lives, being reminded regularly of the possibilities beyond the here and now. And still another group chooses to not open the door for themselves and it never fully opens on its own, they are content in the act of just being as they are. Life is as it is for those who choose this path and there is no need to dig beyond the inspiration recieved by the stories of the ones who have shared their understanding of the layers of existence. ...

 There are theories of mind-brain connections and separations stretched across the globe and time. Some say the brain is where all your awareness, consciousness and being comes from; while others are sure that there is a consciousness that is beyond the brain. I stand in the conscious energy beyond my brain and ponder this also, attepting to explain how we work in the most down to earth terms. This is not that explanation. The brain stands as both the gate and the way to being in touch with your conscious self, the energy beyond atomic structure. You and I are not from here, we exist in a state of being that allows us to tap into the multitude of physical worlds and play out various lives. It is in this state that we are certain of the glory and wonder of all that Allah is. As the Mahabharata states Brahman poured itself out, and from nothing God created everything. Knowing all that creation is, opens us to pure joy in just being, because we know that we are a part of it all. Op...

 Ignorance can be a fire in the darkness of hell. I truly knew bliss when I was a child living for the moment, happily breathing and eating as my parents supported me, my brother and sisters. Challenges came; potty training, reaching door handles, learning to ride a bike, finding out how to not shut my fingers in the door, which took a while, and finally a lifetime of growing my brains understanding. At one point I knew everything, OK, I thought I knew everything and that was when I didn't know how much I had to learn. I was a man sized child and I was in a bit of a hell that I created for myself through having great ignorance. I look back and I love that young man, I love him because he never really stopped digging, despite that knowing of everything, and because he grew into what I find in this mind today. But there was hell to pay for attempting ignorance by assuming to have all the answers, and I did face my inner darkness, and standing in front of it I grew to find that it was...

God's love is everything, not even nothing is beyond the love of God. It is with all my faith and awareness that I seek to be an embodiment of the love of everything and nothing. I am seeking the eternal love that fulfills all needs, overrides every desire and leaves the heart inside you overflowing with joy. You are also seeking this eternal love so that you can fill my heart beyond full with joy. As I look into existence from the awareness of a soul that is allowing this extension to grow in understanding, I sense so many forms connected to the tentacles stretching out of me. A plethora of bodies joined in the play of conscious being, tapping into worlds of atomic presence and running through lifetimes. You and I are beyond the play and still we ride the forms into the game of structure. Be aware of me in your dreams and I will know you as the source of being as you walk into the energy beyond the particles waving. I feel you grow in understanding. Love, PEACE

 The seasons of our world vary across it's vast surface, and each variety offers its own wonders. In some areas one may find a slowing down with snow, a rebirth with the rains, bright colors under the sun and then the pleasing coolness of cloud covered skies as leaves fall. While in other places there will be what may seem like a continuous sunny day all year round. As different as the valley can be from the mountain top, and the poles from the equator, so too the weather systems vary over the land and in its seas.  People also come with a variety of seasons; sometimes we are warm and sunny, inviting people into our moment with a smile. Other times we can be cold and rain down on the feelings or experiences of those around us. The way we interact with people can express the season of our emotional state, and often it will. But we can have emotions and still allow people to have their own experiences in any given moment that they find themselves, even when they are in our proxi...

It is hard to look at someone who seems to be acting out in a prejudice way and think that they deserve love. It is difficult to listen to language that speaks against another person or group and find care in your heart for the person behind the voice. It can feel like they are purposefully building walls to block you from having a view or opinion that is different from their own and to find a way to connect to one another. But as soon as you stop telling them your story and sharing your thoughts with them in a calm reminding way, then you are putting up walls too.  If you were taught that a certain group of people is less than you from your early childhood, then it will be difficult for you to change that belief without interacting with people that can open your eyes to a more balanced view. Sometimes a person with a prejudice towards a group of people will get to know someone from that group and they will learn to recognize their equality. But often it is their peers that will ha...

Mahatma Gandhi was quoted: "An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind. Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. Where there is love there is life. In a gentle way, you can shake the world. The future depends on what we do in the present." This man is said to have had quite an affect on the world. It seems he got results through intelligent speach, peaceful protest, peaceful despite action taken against him and his community, and his own calm action.  On the other hand we see that wars have been waged for centuries, anger and violence poured out from one group to another; often leaving greater poverty in the wake of such actions. We are good at destroying each other with words and violent force, but it often destroys both sides in various ways. My faith lies in balance, intelligence and action that builds a world of peace around each of us as an individ...

Science is seeking proof of a multiverse, there are theories such as those found on the article "Hunt For the Multiverse", reported by Colin Stuart in the magazine All About Space. He writes of different levels; level 1 is this universe with multiple planets that are just like earth, where we can find ourselves living multiple lives in many different forms, some very similar to our own. Level 2 has eternal inflation blowing up new universe bubbles, some of which are exact replicas and others are near replicas, the many replicas being available because of the vast number of universe bubbles. Again there will be multiple yous out there. Level 3 has the many worlds of quantum physics, where every time a quantum choice ís made the universe fractures into multiple copies where many outcomes are realized, and you are forever moving forward in each. Many yous all moving forward in their own new timeline. The last theory noted is Level 4, where a super-race of aliens is creating an i...

I find that fear can be so much fun, I mean I hate it when it hits me, but the laughs after are excellent. Fear is a game and it can be played with a smile. In the song 'Innocense' Bjork mentions the ease of being fearless, and then she tries to explain the joy of realizing fear again. If we dive into experiences and taste lifes fullness, we will best recognize the purpose and wonder of fear. We quickly develop a fear of heights as babies, and many more fears work their way into our minds as we grow up. We each work through fears at our own pace, and it is the fears that we have overcome which empower us and move us to new challenges. Some fears should be respected even if they lose their grip on us. You may grow to be comfortable standing on a steel beam 44 stories above the ground, but you should still wear a harness and tether for the occasional slip. We should have a bit of discomfort looking into the eyes of a tiger and there should be a fear that keeps you from walking up...

The dynamics of the mind allow for consciousness to rest parts of the brain that are used to remain aware of this reality, letting go of control completely so the body is in charge of everything; the bladder, the bowels, keeping lungs breathing and the heart beating while we lay unaware. However advancing the power we hold over our minds we can open up more possibilities, in that we can lay aside half of our brain for the pleasure of dreaming worlds, creatures and imaginings of all sorts being wrapped into our awareness while remaining awake to the activities that this body is taking part in. The brains capacity for multilayered thinking is the goal at hand, the body has limits based on realities flow of energy, as created for this level of experiential play. These limits however are entwined within each of our minds.  Can the limits of flesh reality be overridden by awareness? We are energy, to be able to pour enough of ourselves into being energy, focusing on the movement of o...

I am trying, and I am trying to find the brain that allows many thoughts simultaneously and many waves of awareness. I am certain that the future holds it all available as reality, I am given glimpses and my hopes are floating in the clouds. I know it is coming, I see it through my soul, I know it is coming, but I must be calm and let it come as slow as it will. For my mind and body battle the knowledge of time and space, and they are vital warriors in existence. The mind itself is a landscape of moving energies, to dream in and out of being this one human while trying to be every other human I can be. I foresee death, the human body is frail at this level of being, but what if we can change the way it uses its atomic field. The mind is a space of energy waves passing atoms from point A to point B, you are able to become aware of this happening, because it is part of you. You are each point and you control how the energy travels in through the spaces. If you can slow your life down en...

We do, and then we move on and we do, then we move on. Our memories can work for us or against us, if your younger self did not fail to be what you would have it be in your present mind, then your life lessons were easy, and you can go have a good time in a balanced life. If you look back and see actions that you would have done differently, then go back in your mind, tell the earlier you that you love it, imagine your actions playing out differently, and know that you have already learned from your choices, so you can let them go. If you ever hurt anyone or a group of people, then send them love either physically or mentally through visualization or something and know that it will create positive change. Life is not just a single layer reality, it is so much more, and as long as you are growing, then forgive yourself all your previous actions; I have forgiven you and I love you. Now you can live a balanced life and go have a good time too.  If you don't think that you are growi...

Every possibility in existence, every choice in time is within reach of your consciousness and imagination. How far and wide can you think? You are a brain, it has the power to imagine, dream, span space and time, as much space and time as you can learn about. The more you learn about existence, the deeper your thoughts and imagination can go. You have the power in your mind to imagine everything, where would you take yourself if you could imagine anything? Remember though, that care is needed when we start reaching for the stars, we are prone to grow power hungry.  The deeper you go, the more twisted you can become, there is a balance to it all, and if you walk carefully on this journey of consciousness, then you can keep yourself from becoming too negative or too positive of a person. In my imagination I could control everyone on the earth, play with their lives as if their consciousness meant nothing and their little human bodies were totally expendable. But there will be a b...

The possibilities that are available to your brain are so amazing and hard as heck to calculate. Every choice and breath can change the next moment as the layers of creation play out over the earth and around the multiverse. The lessons you hold within yourself, like mental games of change through teaching your mind to leave the straight path that the brain uses to conserve energy. Over a lifespan a brain will start by shooting signals a bit wildly through your neural network. Over time as you learn more,the brain finds the most fuel efficient routes around the brain and begins to use those the most. Like taking the highway instead of the back roads. You can choose to change the road your brain takes, and it begins by changing the way you think about using your brain. We often think of the brain as something that is controlling us, and I suppose for many of us that holds some truth, but we can take the reigns and drive it as we choose. Instead of thinking of the brain as something tha...

I decided to do a little Wim Hofing on my 15 minute break from work, I have one work at home day each week on Friday, so I was not doing this in my cubicle. I did the breathing and held my breath as recommended by Mr. Hof, and the first time I got the nice fresh feeling that often comes from this. The second time I reached the point of holding my breath I forgot that I was holding my breath. This happened because I became side tracked by an image in my view. A swirl of stars spun counter clockwise and within seconds I saw a flowering image of many colors in the center, it was like petals growing and unfolding until it changed into something else. It became the upper portion of a body, still colorful and it was moving, sort of like it was trying to reach me. It seemed to be stuck and could not get more than it's shoulders out of the flowering area before it turned back into a flower. The human form came back again, and it seemed very interested in getting to me, it had a rather com...

So many people dive into trying the spirit medicines thinking a party is just around the corner, only to find that they have stepped into a world view changing landscape that overwhelms them.  Such a large portion of society is teaching children that all drugs are bad and equally destructive to their lives and the education stops there.  The tribe mindset is a life of developing an understanding for young tribe members of why some plants and chemicals may have more positive effects on the mind than others; as well as how the conscious self reacts to them, reducing the overwhelming effect when they first take an ancient medicine, not as a party, but as a tool for individual development.  The gains that are occurring in raising awareness of the differences between certain kinds of drugs are amazing, I love to see the knowledge unfold.  When comparing things like LSD or mushrooms with heroin or cocaine, this growth in awareness will help guide the future choices made b...

How does a person show everyone else in the world what the gift of living here and now, on this earth, in this universe on this astral plane is worth?  Jesus spoke the truth until the leaders of his world could no longer ignore him and he used them to help him express his unending love for this existence to the point of death.  Buddha starved himself and pushed himself to the edge of life before he realized the value of his time on this earth, then he shared his good news with everyone he could, and he died with people listening so intently that his words have travelled centuries.  Siddhārtha Gautama, the Buddha was a wealthy man who had the easy life bowing before him, but his greatness didn't come until he decided to give up the wealth and find the meaning of existence.  Jesus asked people to give up everything and follow him.  They each chose paths which would both teach themselves and set examples of how this world can be experienced as a joy through ever...

In God I am.  We are all within the structure of creation we call the universe.  Our conscious self assumes reality to exist only on this level of existence, but I assure you that there is much more.  People have died to find themselves surrounded by other people and spaces, then come back to discuss their journeys.  Imagine if the heaven or hell that they each saw was simply a different layer of reality that exists for our greater awareness on a frequency that is higher or lower than our own.  What amount of brain activity does the conscious mind need to open itself to knowing and accessing these varying layers of reality?  That is a challenge which I still hope to understand one day.  For now I look to century’s worth of images and dreams from spiritual writing that comes from around the globe.  Our own dreams can be included in this realm of thought, for where else can you fly or be underwater without worry of breathing, like a god of the Hi...