About Five Minutes

  Finding yourself in between states of certainty is the wonder of growing awareness. To recognize the human, the organs, cells down to the atoms through the creative layers that make it up is wonderful. Then to understand self as a energy beyond those things that cause physical reality and knowing what has been called soul can release one to another level of perception beyond fear into pure love. As love one can accept it's place in the light that is a portion of the force in everything and from there we sence the between. Between all the states of being there are moments of not being anything at all; it is when you notice these points in your being that you can find understanding of the connection between everything and nothing. You, me, everyone and everything are equal parts of something so miraculous that has created billions of layers of creative experience from absolutely nothing. In nothing we exist and as that each of us is connected to everything. Separation fades as one ...

 I look around the society of the United States, a people that I believe in and trust on so many personal levels. But as a whole system I see blockades, loopholes and process designs that block Americans of color from many positions and general development despite the level of knowledge and education they have. There are little variances in the way our system and I hope by accident the people also put extra negative pressure on our fellow Americans of African descent. One can see similar actions and conditions applied across the board towards all our people in the nation or corporations, but there seems to be a way that the whole system aims at negatively affecting the development and growth of those in our society that have darker skin tones. Ramping up with the highest nuance creating the tripping points for Americans with African roots. From our school system which starts to create this pressure at the beginning levels of education to the money holding banks, corporations and go...

 You are a beam of energy touching a ball of energy in a field of energy. As a mother you do not bring energy to this world, you open the door for your own energy to touch down in a separate form as an extension from your soul. You can feel the connection, but it is from a place that proves to be difficult for the human presence alone to understand. The issue is that we get so wrapped up in the form that we as individuals become forgetful of where we really are. When we connect our brain waves to the possibilities beyond the physical we can start to gain a sense of how soul actually works. We as families are one, we as a human race are one from one step deeper. There is a perspective that even allows the individuated awareness in a brain to sense the universe as one entity. We are all energy, we are all moving through layers of experience and as separate as we may feel, the connection is eternal. Whether it is human babies coming into the world through you, or it is any other form ...

 We often assume that we are conscious only of the moments that we have awareness of the world that is in and around our brain and nervous system. But we move through long stretches of not being aware of anything in time and space. As we sleep our consciousness becomes completely disconnected from everything in existence. If we become aware of these moments as part of our experience through consciousness as potential, poised to be aware of anything at all, then that brings even the absence of awareness into being a portion of our conscious state. Similarly, at points in your existence you may become so engrossed in an activity that you forget time is passing until it is brought to your attention. Your experience becomes timeless within the play of time. This applies to the observable world in that you exist as a consciousless potential for all possibilities in active awareness. It is your non awareness that creates a large portion of your existence and as that it is part of what yo...

 I remember loving Christopher Columbus growing up. I still respect him and people of great adventure, but am disappointed with some of the actions that took place during and after many of the adventures that have occurred over the history of human experience. Here we are though, in a land we call America, named after one of the Italian adventures who sailed across the wild oceans to find themselves on ground they didn't know existed. America is the Latinized feminine form of his first name, Amerigo. As we know the Americas had people living here in societies and the European settlers took a bit of time to free up all the space here for themselves. By now we are spread out pretty heavily over North and South America so it will not be easy to give it all back to the indigenous nations, taxes? An interesting part of the settlements is how the waves and winds carried the Spanish adventures to the south and the English who came over later were pushed to the north, which is where the la...

 I wonder how much faith you would put into the sincerity of a person who says they are self made and came from nothing, then it came to light that their career began at their father's real estate company? Which they were given and were able to expand because of their father's financial and political backing that enabled them to do their first deals, demolishing and renovating landmark buildings. Would you trust a person who in order to avoid the financial ruin of their businesses used methods which were legally dubious to avoid paying taxes, and whose own lawyers described their activities as improper. When we consider the people who have come from poverty or lived near the edge of poverty throughout parts of their younger lives and have been able to build a world around themselves that supports a comfortable living experience for their families, then we can compare and see what self made really looks like. For one to be raised in a household that has millions of dollars avail...

 The motion of space and time within the mind's earthly state of play assures us that we are trapped in their combined grip. With the power and influence they hold it can be difficult to stretch into the self as energy consciously overlooking as it all plays out. But that level of being is available for your brain to use and move into. When you have that in you, your presence can enjoy the whole experience as every now opens to you. Find your own power source and keep reminding yourself of what you are. Love, PEACE

 I wanted to do a little compare of the support for scientific research and development over the years, so that I can relate any current changes to those made during a large part of my life. What I have found is that since 1980 every leader of our country has added to the amount of money given to assist the pursuit scientific understanding. There seems to have been a general consensus that funding the sciences was a good way to spend a growing portion of the U.S.A.'s budget throughout the years. Per my quick review, there have been cuts to certain areas while other research received some boosts over the past 45 years, but overall money was added to the sciences. This review has found that the latrgest cuts overall have been proposed in two of the last three administrations. It is recognized that even as some administrations sought to add to the overall budget for scientific research and development, some years this was negated by inflation. Still we have seen the largest cuts from...

 I recently read a post that included words of Teddy Roosevelt, "A person who says they are American, but something else also, isn't an American at all". That creates an extremely limited view of what an American is and shuts out the history of every human living within the areas of the USA. Teddy Roosevelt did a lot of good things for America, he is often recognized as one of our better presidents. However his statement has some issues. In his time there was no Irish American, just micks and paddy's, there was no African American, just negros and colored; there was no Asian American, just orientals. He believed in white superiority despite the fact that he did a few good deeds to support a select handful of blacks during his time as a leader. He definitely was not thinking of any Native American when he said American. The post also mentions that foreign flags are being raised everywhere. I have to remind myself here that every state has it's own flag, as well as...

 This one is all about me, for me and self serving. I am nothing. I am attempting to understand everything. I am seeking a position in awareness from which I can help a world of people to see their position in reality just a little different. I have no power. I am energy. The difference I seek in all is love. I hold the body in my presence as energy. The love I share is one of universal proportions. I want ease to surround me. I am creative. I am movement. I love receiving love. A perspective of love spread across the globe can then be spread across a star system and then a galaxy. Everyone can grow in knowing and awareness. I am equal to everything. I am part of you. I am an extension of all. My love is layered but open to all. My love is equal. I am inaction. You are action. I am an observer. I create worlds. All worlds grow on their own. I am a pace that is balanced for me. I seek ease in you. I am power working through all. I am death. I fail when I am not helping everyone to ...

At this moment and for about a month something new is living within my body. It is amazing to consider how I have bacteria living in and on my body which are so many generations old that they go back to my birth. They were carried by my mother and were part of my initial colonization, little adventurers seeking to extend their lineage by being part of the world as Jason. It is doubtful that all the strains have survived, but there must be babies of babies so many generations back that make up my bodies current world.  The new resident that seems to have found a home within my skull is acting similar to other colonized creatures, in that it is not currently trying to kill me or make me feel bad in general. It seems to have found a hiding spot in some nasal cavity near my right ear; I say this because since it first entered I have had the almost continuous woosh of my blood moving through that ear. It is interesting to consider a small colony of this new resident living there, having...

 I don't agree with the broad discrepancy in pay across the lines of the corporate world. But I also feel there is a positive way to make changes that will allow everyone to come out comfortably as you may have already read in my previous writing. The issue is the anger that can rise up in the mind as one considers how much money some people receive for the time that they have put into the world when compared to others. Anger is normal, we are human and our history is full of different ways we have expressed our anger over money. We have torn down walls, killed people and destroyed cities to try to bring ourselves to the level of the rich. But history has shown again and again how the anger turns into passivity as one feels a sense of accomplishment and we watch as someone new steps up to the platform to take on the role of leading everyone to wealth by setting the example. They and a small group lead in the new wave of growth as the majority received the tricklings with little to...

 The consciousness that lies floating in the collection of atoms in your brain is billions of subatomic parts moving as energy that is stretched out of a larger flow of power from a beautiful source. Those pieces of energy carry trillions of possibilities of what can be created as they tap into and dance with atomic structure. Your human presence is a joy to that energy because you are that one in a trillion that brings forth such wonderful experiences from the field of atoms back to the presence of self. A self which can only be aware of existence but unable to experience such adventures without moving into a structure like our field of atoms. The brain your energy is touching brings you to a point where it all assumes such connectedness that your many parts of energy assume to be one mind. We become convinced that we are completely separate from the other minds wrapped up inside bodies. This happens even though the energy behind each brain is from a singular source. We play out...

 Imagine a point in your life where you're able to infuse yourself into another part of reality in such a way that you can allow people to be in a time beyond this continuum to learn and grow in multiple areas of knowledge. Which they can then bring back into thier mind to use in this world. The growth in possibilities will be amazing as their minds stretch for the development of brain power here. In recognizing the space out of this time you are also able to move through the paths of knowledge so as to become aware of ever higher states of certainty in the understanding of how things work. You will become a source for others to turn to as they seek ease in embracing the waves of thought moving through their minds. As more and more people tap into their ability to grow and learn within their own minds to develop the brain inside their heads we will see a wash of creativity flow into this world. I feel it is already here and there are guides mingled into communities around the pla...

 There is an awareness of existence deep within you, it plays out all your experiences, and all the possibilities of your varied choices are in that portion of yourself awaiting you to consider them. Seeking out an understanding of the actions and reactions of all you have done and what is going on in the space around you. How far back and how far forward in the movement of life that your awareness is able to take you can only be determined by your connection to knowledge and imagination, and I have one game that I do to try and grow in my connection to each. Let your grip on right here right now go for a few minutes, step back into the first memory that pops into your head, let it play out what happened over the next minute or two. Then rewind to the start of that memory and move forward with the intent of changing one action. What can you imagine happens over the next minute or two that is different because of that change? With practice you may be able to imagine whole different ...

 A hand reaches out, there is a ball floating in the darkness of space, near a small round fire. The ball has a rough surface with some liquids flowing and floating around it. Hot spots from where it's inner liquid core sizes to cracks the rough surface and oozes out to cool and change the shape of the land. The hand wraps around the ball and just barely holds it, as every portion of the skin that is near the ball softens to stretch and touch it. You see every cell that makes up the skin of the hand beginning to interact with the surface where it comes into contact. Slowly, the cells mingle and change both their structure and what is happening on the ball. The surface of the ball has sparks of a new kind of life and the formations that the cells create on the surface evolve into more and more complex structures around the ball. There is a movement of the complexity in what has grown on the surface that draws it's awareness to evolutions forward flow which creates an assumption ...

 We exist on this planet, we are a community spread across the land and sea. We are humans working together with what the world has to offer, in the societies that we are part of. No matter what, we are a part of it all, and we have to choose our own perspective which can determine our level of happiness. You have to make an effort either way you go. You either have to work on something in society and use some of your energy to complain about why you hate your work, life, society, etc. I will warn you, this group does not often grow. The people I know like this have often been in the same place for a long time and have only inspired others to grow so they could get away from the complaining. The other option is to work on something in society, and use some of your energy to take steps towards a job or goal that will make you a little bit happier. The action you take will often create small steps and once in a while you will have to jump to get closer to your desired outcome. Wh...

 All the knowledge of the universe and creation are available to you, you can think and know anything. It is our goal to think, dream, read, learn and imagine as much as we can. Our brains have so much capacity, they are able to move in and with the layers of energy that have created this reality, and every imaginable possibility. As of yet, I have not figured out how to be tapped into everything at any given moment. However, I have found that at times the understanding of an action may flow into us as we need it, being open allows it to flow through each of us. Then as you are working, you reach a point where you realize you have done something beyond your knowledge, and a power that seems to be from beyond your brain has moved you in a lovingly creative direction. The pathway to being this open minded receiver of know how and thought has been hard for me to find. It is covered in voices, desire, drive and other pitfalls. When seeking in love, looking for a path that aligns w...

 Being aware of how long the meditation will last, allowing yourself the moment of release can be worth a thousand lifetimes. This is the land where the sage and the seeker find the overlay of consciousness, where imagination and reality cross paths and one can foresee a billion possibilities. Each mind holding the potential to know creation under all that God is. You are the certainty of all you understand, how far are you going to allow the brain to reach? Learning is play for your mind, when you take it on as a game and don't allow the self righteous to destroy the dream you hold in your childhood. Seek and you will find the ability to dream again, you are never too old to let imagination roar through the halls and space of your consciousness. Please enjoy, your dreams are free.  Love, PEACE

 If I told you that it is my brain, then like anything else, I should be able to use it as I choose. But doing that is not so simple, it seems like there are misunderstandings between the brain and I. I want it to be able to carry my awareness directly into a dream state, where I am able to think coherently in a separate wave-particle reality that is carrying its own multitude of worlds along with their energy sources. I expect that I would know how this thing works to create the patterns of energy that allow awareness to slide over to those other places, and still I find myself stepping into those worlds completely unaware of any choice to be there. I am at the mercy of a machine that translates patterns and waves, in various states and stages of consciousness. I do think I may be gaining control, so slowly however that I wonder if I will have to patiently pursue this goal well into my 90's before I reach it. I am not in too much of a hurry, but my impatience rises up from time to...