About Five Minutes

 It is OK to recognize dark thoughts and feelings within yourself. It is OK to think of horrible things, we all have the darkest and most gruesome ideas pass through us once in a while. Anyone who denies it is only denying a portion of the truth in all existence; they are going to need space to grow. We want to be all light and love. When we recognize the layers of reality within each of us, is when we can see that the dark thoughts and ideas are a tiny portion of our selves. The human can feel these things so strongly that we can worry over what we might do, or just want to do it and see what happens. It is perfectly natural for our brains, with billions of neurons and our minds that are connected through the subconscious to thousands or millions of lives, to have some bad thoughts flow through. This does not make anyone a monster, and acting on these thoughts is not what the deeper layers of your self wants, but it understands and you can find love beyond them if you were to slip...

 It is 2025, are you earning $100,000 or more per year? I say that if you are making that much money and you are not living comfortably with the ability to have some extras here and there, then you are doing it wrong. An individual earning $100,000 or more per year can live in comfort, have some nice toys and get in some travel if they are using their money correctly. You can get a good quality place to live and a nice car, used if you choose to be frugal, feed yourself and any family whole foods while also playing some. You should be doing pretty well as an individual alone or as a parent earning $100,000 per year. I see a way for you to continue to grow and for everyone who works with you to begin to get closer to that place of comfort a little more quickly as well. In most companies we each expect a raise if we feel like we have done a good job. That raise is usually 2% or more depending on how well you did. You deserve that raise, I understand that, and no one should take it a...

 There is love pouring into all that is, everything is full of love. We are each born surrounded and infused with it, despite the earthly conditions we may be born into or live through. Love is always trying to reach into your awareness and works hard to slip past all the walls and voices we each have around our presence. There are ways people assume they can block the ever present love from someone else or even from themselves. There can be so many different ways to express denial of love and wreak various havocs over the landscape of existence. Despite love always being here in everything, we take on views of un-love and forget it is our job to recognize that we are each part of it and join in on just being an expression of it. It can be hard to take on the challenge of looking through the darkness surrounding a person or action when pain or suffering is caused to another or ourselves, but if you are accepting of your position in a world born out of a desire to exist and are part...

 We exist on this planet, we are a community spread across the land and sea. We are humans working together with what the world has to offer, in the societies that we are part of. No matter what, we are a part of it all, and we have to choose our own perspective which can determine our level of happiness. You have to make an effort either way you go. You either have to work on something in society and use some of your energy to complain about why you hate your work, life, society, etc. I will warn you, this group does not often grow. The people I know like this have often been in the same place for a long time and have only inspired others to grow so they could get away from the complaining. The other option is to work on something in society, and use some of your energy to take steps towards a job or goal that will make you a little bit happier. The action you take will often create small steps and once in a while you will have to jump to get closer to your desired outcome. Wh...

 All the knowledge of the universe and creation are available to you, you can think and know anything. It is our goal to think, dream, read, learn and imagine as much as we can. Our brains have so much capacity, they are able to move in and with the layers of energy that have created this reality, and every imaginable possibility. As of yet, I have not figured out how to be tapped into everything at any given moment. However, I have found that at times the understanding of an action may flow into us as we need it, being open allows it to flow through each of us. Then as you are working, you reach a point where you realize you have done something beyond your knowledge, and a power that seems to be from beyond your brain has moved you in a lovingly creative direction. The pathway to being this open minded receiver of know how and thought has been hard for me to find. It is covered in voices, desire, drive and other pitfalls. When seeking in love, looking for a path that aligns w...

 Finding the path in your mind that will allow your consciousness to be aware of more than one possibility. Finding the power of your self within the mind you are tapped into on this earth in this space and time. How far back can you go, resetting a lifetime to experience other possibilities. Then looking forward from this moment and letting your imagination see and feel one, five, fifty or five thousand possible lifetime outcomes.  The options are endless if you can be aware of the fact that you are connected to a brain, drifting in outer space, living on a different planet, making different choices at age 8, 15, 19, 23 just to see what plays out. Finding that place in this brain where you can move through it all over a course of a night time's dreams, and eventually in a ten minute meditation.  Your brain has everything it needs to span the possibilities. Stretch and play with your imagination and dreams, be aware of all the options, your brain can imagine all, everythi...

 I can not stop the hate within me, it flows and moves as part of my essence. There are moments that bring forth such anger and rage in hates presence, and it is in these moments that I learn my level of self-control. In bringing my own emotions under control, I find myself leaning back into love, a love that shines over everything and it replaces the rage with joy and hope. Again, I must use self-control to restrain and share the amount of love that is right for the moment. Hate and Love have power over us, until we learn to control each.   Love,  PEACE

 I've dealt with my inner demons, the first time that I met them I chased them down, kicked them around, and I tried to show them who was boss. After a while I realized that the energy I was using to try and get rid of them was going to waste, and too big an effort to keep up. I started to wonder what would happen if maybe I started to listen to them, and considered letting them guide me. So I started looking at myself from different angles and I began to recognize that the so called demons had always just been there. I saw them in things like, that inner rage that I carried through my childhood, and my desire for power and control that took me so long to recognize. There were many aspects of my life that slowly revealed the truth of a scary side of me.  Seeing all of this and trying to figure out how to deal with it, I found that I could express my inner evil through writing. I have written some harsh stories; most of which are in my first journal, "Where Faith Can Grow"...

 There are many avenues into the layers of consciousness that open our minds to the greater potential of our being at ease in the world. Some have the door opened once and are able to walk through their life with that single experience guiding their heart and mind for an entire lifetime, without ever stepping over the line into mystical awarenesses again. Then there are others that find themselves able to swing the door open freely, finding the avenue to alternative thinking easy to access and walk in and out of the layers of awareness throughout their lives, being reminded regularly of the possibilities beyond the here and now. And still another group chooses to not open the door for themselves and it never fully opens on its own, they are content in the act of just being as they are. Life is as it is for those who choose this path and there is no need to dig beyond the inspiration recieved by the stories of the ones who have shared their understanding of the layers of existence. ...

 You are not designed for suffering, there is no reason to have a life of continued sadness, there is no need for sacrifice. Your life is designed for experiences, and they vary from person to person based on the body you have and the brain signalling in your head. You get to have a life that is full of ease, energy and action in experience. But we allow our paths to be broken and seem to put obstacles in our own way. A life of ease does not mean that you are built for sitting all day being entertained. Ease of being means that while you are a productive and creative person, you allow yourself time to think, move with intent outside of your work, and breath. We thrive when we feel like we are participating in creating, whether the creation is a work of art or a better business plan for a company. With this in mind we must also remember that we feel our best when we are allowed the space to stand back and take a breath after and during our work time. Breathing can simply be time to...

 The depths of being that run just under our human awareness are almost overwhelming. I often find myself living in a brain that just wants to smile and laugh so everyone else can see that it is OK to find the same happy place within themselves. Then I look inside and find waves of energy flowing out of every person that I am connected to, and I flounder in concern. I have been given so much, and I try to share It, but I feel there is so much more I can do. I see myself growing in earthly understanding, but I still want to become a word spewing guru that inspires an entire world to look beyond it. I am impatient, though I know that I have all the time in existence, so I walk slow. If each of us could become aware of the underlying movement of energy that is between everyone, then we may find a different course of action in developing society and the rules of engagement. The empath knows the connection by just being, but so many of us need to find ways to open our eyes. Sometimes I ...

 There are theories of mind-brain connections and separations stretched across the globe and time. Some say the brain is where all your awareness, consciousness and being comes from; while others are sure that there is a consciousness that is beyond the brain. I stand in the conscious energy beyond my brain and ponder this also, attepting to explain how we work in the most down to earth terms. This is not that explanation. The brain stands as both the gate and the way to being in touch with your conscious self, the energy beyond atomic structure. You and I are not from here, we exist in a state of being that allows us to tap into the multitude of physical worlds and play out various lives. It is in this state that we are certain of the glory and wonder of all that Allah is. As the Mahabharata states Brahman poured itself out, and from nothing God created everything. Knowing all that creation is, opens us to pure joy in just being, because we know that we are a part of it all. Op...

 Ignorance can be a fire in the darkness of hell. I truly knew bliss when I was a child living for the moment, happily breathing and eating as my parents supported me, my brother and sisters. Challenges came; potty training, reaching door handles, learning to ride a bike, finding out how to not shut my fingers in the door, which took a while, and finally a lifetime of growing my brains understanding. At one point I knew everything, OK, I thought I knew everything and that was when I didn't know how much I had to learn. I was a man sized child and I was in a bit of a hell that I created for myself through having great ignorance. I look back and I love that young man, I love him because he never really stopped digging, despite that knowing of everything, and because he grew into what I find in this mind today. But there was hell to pay for attempting ignorance by assuming to have all the answers, and I did face my inner darkness, and standing in front of it I grew to find that it was...

 Imagine living in a space time non continuum; what would that mean for you and how do you recognize it? I see a lot of potential in human consciousness changing the structure of reality as we know it, we may find a way to disconnect from the assumed continuum and become unaffected by time. If you live as a being beyond atomic structure, one that is energy taking in experiences, then you can be refreshed and reset when you step into each place that you experience. How often do you have a dream where you are in a younger body, perhaps you are even a child once in a while. If you can experience this in your dreams, then what is keeping you from making it happen in this reality? Nothing is, you are that energy, start practicing now. I still call the energy body the soul, and you should feel free to choose any other name to reference the self beyond physical structure. As soul you are at least nearly eternal, stretching your experience out over multiple landscapes from beyond any assu...

 We are each given a chance at every moment to take the path of good or evil, and by some we are told that the middle ground is treacherous. Well, I wonder over such choices and statements. I mean certainly we have learned there is no place between communism and democracy, or republican and democrat, it is either one or the other and the two shall not mix. Then we find the never ending saga of good heroes vs bad villains, and if you are good you are always good, while the bad person is always bad. It is true, if you drop a kitten off with a biker gang, then it will be road kill before the end of the day; really, could you imagine a bunch of bikers carrying around a kitten and stopping at a gas station to give it a lick of heavy cream? All of em taking pictures because it has cream on its nose; never gonna happen. OK, maybe I can imagine it, and I imagine a lot of life being balanced between the extremes. The classic cowboy in black vs the cowboy in white is a mindset that can be pu...

 My journey has been and will continue to be guided by the source of being. I have been given gifts and more gifts by God and one of those is that I love all there is to be loved. Another gift is the patience to allow existence to work in, around and through me at the pace of itself. You see, I asked for something from God over thirty years ago, and I am still waiting to understand what it means to live that gift in love. God chooses time and recipients wisely, it is our job to wait for that wisdom to reach us. I say us because we are all connected. Your presence in my life is a part of my love, and I do cherish the gift you bring. Thank you for being a portion of the whole which we each hold within our body and soul. To fully understand that presence as one self within all that exists, that is a power unsurpassed. To love the freedom in allowing each portion to let go and let that power move through themselves without interference or to try their hand at controlling it, that is t...

 Imagine a chaos of consciousness, stretching out of the void, from the origin of thought through layers of being that are balanced by wavelengths of energy. The being in wavelengths is the possibility of the multiverse in atomic structure. Now consider your current awareness being tied directly to the void and every layer in this multiverse, and that separation is only a game you play with the self aware being, which is designed to assume separateness. The brain pulls you out of the whole and makes you one alone in endless possibilities. If this awareness of a separate self is released from this assumption, then it will have the trillions upon trillions of layers of existence to work through, because you are tied directly to it all. A release, be it through meditation or even up to physical death can be done while present in any portion of being, because being was the choice you made when you were nothing but potential within the void; and no matter how you are being, it is a port...

 All religions are one religion. There is one God of all existence, all people are connected to and able to be inspired by that connection in the way that makes them the most comfortable. Jesus is the truth and the life, follow him as a disciple and you will find access to God. Muhammad was the last prophet of his time, Allah is timeless, ever deserving of praise as the one and only.    We are each able to reach the inner enlightened one, for the Buddha consciousness awaits your mindfulness. You are an inspiration to the world. The layers of existence are vast and deep, Brahman made it so and we are extensions of that presence. The many gods are available to us for connecting us to certain energies flowing from Brahman.  Each of these statements hold truth under the whole of creation. Each of us can choose to follow a path that is well worn and meets our level of energy; or a path that leads through the chaos of understanding. The way through chaos is to seek certain...

 Being a portion of a wave of energy in the multiverse, we each have the power to be aware of everything. From my position I look back at our planet, the mother earth, and I see life spanning centuries to reach us here and now. A planet born out of the energy of a star, going through changes, fires, bubbling molten stone from her core and getting pelted by free flying asteroids and other types of solar moons. But through this all the earth has developed and expanded her ability to think, using an evolution playing out on her surface, that she hopes will eventually result in her existence being taken out into the vastness of space and time through our abilities. We will project ourselves out beyond the solar system, floating off like spores prepared to seed other worlds. We will not be here forever, there is more for us out there. Love, PEACE

 As we drift, free floating orbit within free floating orbit, and so on into the depths of the universe, I see layers of all reality peeling away within and without. We can stretch our minds out across the universe, out beyond the galaxies and beyond any possible edge, until we find ourselves looking into a base structure that allows for varying wavelengths of perception to create what can be pictured as an onion form of space-time continuums. Choose a layer and step into a form that can perceive the grouping of wavelengths and experience the reality it brings.  You are more than just a human on earth, we are more than humans in space. We have access to so many lives and the forms to live them through await our opening up to their senses and allowing ourselves to enter the various worlds in the multiverse. Available to us at the tips of our energy, our brains hold the keys as we learn to change what they are allowing in. In error, we live from form out, assuming that the self ...