About Five Minutes

 You truly have every option available to you. Every life and every death that you can imagine is yours to live and die. The power that lies behind your mind can create various worlds with itself and multiple other living energies pouring into the growing layers of reality. It is blue water flowing over one body, as light glistens all in and around your being. You are the birth of all manners of existence, as you imagine the wonders of creation. You are the crushing energy of destruction and death, as terror floods your being, bringing new rise to all that causes suffering in and around you. Light and glowing voices are moving in a dance about you, family from distant dimensions that are only a thought away. Your family, your angels, yourself as the gift of all life sings into you and all that is possible. You are the dawn, setting as soon as you rise, time sliding over the layers of your skin. Let your soul rise and give light over to those that choose to join you as they journ...

 Imagine living in a space time non continuum; what would that mean for you and how do you recognize it? I see a lot of potential in human consciousness changing the structure of reality as we know it, we may find a way to disconnect from the assumed continuum and become unaffected by time. If you live as a being beyond atomic structure, one that is energy taking in experiences, then you can be refreshed and reset when you step into each place that you experience. How often do you have a dream where you are in a younger body, perhaps you are even a child once in a while. If you can experience this in your dreams, then what is keeping you from making it happen in this reality? Nothing is, you are that energy, start practicing now. I still call the energy body the soul, and you should feel free to choose any other name to reference the self beyond physical structure. As soul you are at least nearly eternal, stretching your experience out over multiple landscapes from beyond any assu...

 There are so many reasons to hate this world. There are the little things that can be frustrating and leave us questioning reason; like the actions of other people when they seem to be making choices out of ignorance. If we disagree with a political official or the education system it can make us angry at everything. Sometimes it is witnessing racism, class descrimination or other social injustice that we feel powerless against. With natural disasters wiping out homes, towns and even cities, it seems like the world itself is against us. We can find violence, pain, murder, and a continuous stream of death pouring across the Earth; all of which can make this place seem so unwelcoming and we may grow to despise everything. But I wonder over my focus, and consider the possibility of finding reasons to hate this place a little less. Is it what we are staring at that drives our attitude?  It is not good to pretend that none of the negatives in the world exist, because as long as an...

We do, and then we move on and we do, then we move on. Our memories can work for us or against us, if your younger self did not fail to be what you would have it be in your present mind, then your life lessons were easy, and you can go have a good time in a balanced life. If you look back and see actions that you would have done differently, then go back in your mind, tell the earlier you that you love it, imagine your actions playing out differently, and know that you have already learned from your choices, so you can let them go. If you ever hurt anyone or a group of people, then send them love either physically or mentally through visualization or something and know that it will create positive change. Life is not just a single layer reality, it is so much more, and as long as you are growing, then forgive yourself all your previous actions; I have forgiven you and I love you. Now you can live a balanced life and go have a good time too.  If you don't think that you are growi...

The possibilities that are available to your brain are so amazing and hard as heck to calculate. Every choice and breath can change the next moment as the layers of creation play out over the earth and around the multiverse. The lessons you hold within yourself, like mental games of change through teaching your mind to leave the straight path that the brain uses to conserve energy. Over a lifespan a brain will start by shooting signals a bit wildly through your neural network. Over time as you learn more,the brain finds the most fuel efficient routes around the brain and begins to use those the most. Like taking the highway instead of the back roads. You can choose to change the road your brain takes, and it begins by changing the way you think about using your brain. We often think of the brain as something that is controlling us, and I suppose for many of us that holds some truth, but we can take the reigns and drive it as we choose. Instead of thinking of the brain as something tha...

I decided to do a little Wim Hofing on my 15 minute break from work, I have one work at home day each week on Friday, so I was not doing this in my cubicle. I did the breathing and held my breath as recommended by Mr. Hof, and the first time I got the nice fresh feeling that often comes from this. The second time I reached the point of holding my breath I forgot that I was holding my breath. This happened because I became side tracked by an image in my view. A swirl of stars spun counter clockwise and within seconds I saw a flowering image of many colors in the center, it was like petals growing and unfolding until it changed into something else. It became the upper portion of a body, still colorful and it was moving, sort of like it was trying to reach me. It seemed to be stuck and could not get more than it's shoulders out of the flowering area before it turned back into a flower. The human form came back again, and it seemed very interested in getting to me, it had a rather com...

As of late, I have been thinking about a friend whose brother committed suicide and how their last conversation left my friend with a sense of responsibility. It made me think of the human condition and how much energy it takes to actually choose to stop being a person, then following through with that choice. I had contemplated the act many times as a young man between the ages of 15 and 25, but to actually commit to the act was a different level that I could not reach. Despite the awful experiences many people face and the sadness they feel at times, it is still an extremely difficult move to follow through with taking that action.  The act of suicide is never a split second decision, it is something that has been worked up to and it is a final move against the opponent that sits within your own mind. It seemed that my friends brother had an inner enemy which was a memory of abuse and the frustrations that would follow him up to his decision to stop facing that enemy living in...

Stepping back from where we do all the thinking that we assume we are doing, looking over the edge of the human brain and seeing where true consciousness begins is my hardest challenge. The ego wants to be everything when self is already in everything, God is in all and connections are streaming between every person in every world and dream state. You are everything is what doctor Leary tells us. The challenge is to put aside the thinking apparatus so consciousness can go beyond what it knows, and to do this while still keeping it aware so you can use the information that you receive while beyond the brain is such a hurdle for me. It makes me feel like a complete fool for not being able to control my own desire and just be part of the greater whole in awareness. If the brain is such a powerful tool, and we are able to tap into and control its actions because we are the one using it, then why are there such limits wrapped around it in this and many worlds? My answer lies in my second s...

In God I am.  We are all within the structure of creation we call the universe.  Our conscious self assumes reality to exist only on this level of existence, but I assure you that there is much more.  People have died to find themselves surrounded by other people and spaces, then come back to discuss their journeys.  Imagine if the heaven or hell that they each saw was simply a different layer of reality that exists for our greater awareness on a frequency that is higher or lower than our own.  What amount of brain activity does the conscious mind need to open itself to knowing and accessing these varying layers of reality?  That is a challenge which I still hope to understand one day.  For now I look to century’s worth of images and dreams from spiritual writing that comes from around the globe.  Our own dreams can be included in this realm of thought, for where else can you fly or be underwater without worry of breathing, like a god of the Hi...

Living as a consciousness that is experiencing a body that can access the experiences of other bodies makes for a wonderful existence.  Understanding that dream states, imagination and visions are all varying ways for your consciousness to live, learn and expand what your current body knows.  Take psychic experiences, when a person, shaman, healer or schizophrenic is truly seeing a world beyond their own, or hearing voices that other people cannot and they do not lose their shit over it, then they are able to know the truth of the closeness of varying levels of reality.  People say a ghost is a spirit caught in a loop, imagine finding yourself at the point of death and being so afraid of it that you just hold onto the idea of this world as tightly as you can.  The piece of your consciousness that was tapped into the dying body could then slip one layer away, one wavelength off this current level of experience and circle through living there, stuck in what we current...

Consciously slipping over the threshold into a form of self that so closely resembles your current form can make you very confused between what is and what is not the reality of earth as we currently know it.  As I cross over the boundary wall I often find myself repeating that I am not unlimited in the Earth body, and I need to verify that I am in the body of a new dimension before I move.  Crossing the lines of perception seem to make me wary of allowing my outside self to move too far from where I started, fear stops up the mind and the heart falters behind its blade.   The power of consciousness lies beyond your doubts, desires, and every pitfall your human body brings you.  We move so much better when we allow all that comes to us to be at the will of our soul which is following the will of God; this greater will comes from an understanding which we cannot always grasp with ease.  Pushing what the mind can be aware of may bring the individual to a plac...

Your brain has so many pathways of thought and avenues to perception and in this reality we all choose a very similar path along the wiring system called neurons.  This similar path which our brains tend to follow, so that the world is experienced one way has been altering over time.  The world has been giving us similar experiences over and over again as conscious creatures, and as a species our brains have been developing new pathways to open different ways to perceive and deal with the worlds experiences.  We hope that our interaction with this reality is growing to be more intelligent and wise, but we often get hung up on this and that as we walk our individual paths.  These hang ups can spread to other people and can cause issues across the board in varying degrees.  If you are a kid and you get confused about what life is all about, and you get pushed down by your peers over and over again, then you may lash out in destructive ways.  This will caus...