About Five Minutes

 I find myself worrying about everyone's physical being, but truly it is their connection to understanding that I am concerned about. Suffering and pain, a long time ago I wrote that these were what life was made of. At that time I was living as nothing more than a body on a planet in a universe that I pictured to be as big as our galaxy. My concept of being was so limited and my focus was on one level of life that is truly microscopic when we allow ourselves to know more about the universe with all it's galaxies. It is mind blowing when one can begin to imagine the layers of consciousness that are held within the awareness of every human body in every state of being. Then the realization of the wonder behind having any form of thinking at all should be amazing as we stand as one portion of a whole that can be so confounding. Because we have been standing here thinking of ourselves as all important, when really we are each a tool of our whole to experience another possibility o...

 Dearest God, all, everything, nothing thank you for our knowing the ever present love that you pour over creation and feeling it in our hearts. Dear universe, thank you for aligning the star dust within us to move back into the right flow. Dear earth, thank you for filling us with nourishing life as you hold us in your loving motherly arms. Dear friends thank you for being in tune with all of this. Blessings and love over all. Love, PEACE

 Imagine a point in your life where you're able to infuse yourself into another part of reality in such a way that you can allow people to be in a time beyond this continuum to learn and grow in multiple areas of knowledge. Which they can then bring back into thier mind to use in this world. The growth in possibilities will be amazing as their minds stretch for the development of brain power here. In recognizing the space out of this time you are also able to move through the paths of knowledge so as to become aware of ever higher states of certainty in the understanding of how things work. You will become a source for others to turn to as they seek ease in embracing the waves of thought moving through their minds. As more and more people tap into their ability to grow and learn within their own minds to develop the brain inside their heads we will see a wash of creativity flow into this world. I feel it is already here and there are guides mingled into communities around the pla...

 When we recognize the status of each and every human as an extension of the whole that reality has brought forth for the joy of experiencing this world within our solar system, galaxy and universe we can understand that each individual has the right to receive an equal compensation based on time given to the working world regardless of status in a corporation or independent employment. When a certain set of humans is compensated, be it by a company or even a government, in a fashion that unequally allows them access to such luxuries as food and a comfortable independent home, then equity is lost and no matter how much face value a government or company puts into the ideals of accessibility, diversity, equity and inclusion it does not make up for the discrepancies in income and reward that different people receive for giving part of their life for the betterment of the human experience. Neither position nor degree of education is enough to qualify anyone to receive extra compensati...

 The waves of consciousness are flowing in and around us, each individual human is a movement of energy in the pool of streaming existence. We connect to various other energies that have been separated out from the source to play out lifespans in the layers of creation. Working through existing as we attempt to know what being here actually is. I am seeking self control by trying to tap into ancient memories of understanding while also holding as many portions of possible outcomes in my mind as I can imagine. It is difficult to not focus on the other moving local streams and keep my thoughts heading towards true knowledge. I must remember that there is room for play in the creative layers of what love continues to bring into our lives. There must be a balance between what we are doing to grow and learn in existence with taking joy in being here and now. I tell you that it is all a play and even our games bring challenge while at the same time learning can bring joy. Moving thro...

 I find myself thinking about the future lately, and I have to remind myself that it is a trap. We can lose ourselves in seeking what is to come rather than taking the moment we are in to enjoy it for all that it brings us. Things like preparing for retirement can eat up your whole life, when it should always be a small portion of your current set of experiences. Be sure to set money aside, have your savings accounts, but let them just be. They will grow and prepare a place of comfort for you to relax and enjoy not working so much. While they grow and you continue to be part of the hourly workforce be sure to get out often and take in the beauty of what is within and around you. I enjoy walking in every part of the world that I can; I find joy in looking at houses, buildings and forests of all types. I am uplifted by saying hello to people, though I am also happy just walking quietly and letting my mind disconnect from it all. There is adventure in the simplest of acts, one can fin...

 I will eat your eyes and drink your brain until you are floating in absence of awareness. I will leave you there as nothing until you realize that you have always been there and decide on your own to return to being something, beyond. With that realization you find yourself moving through layers of existence renewed. As you learn to rise up to your feet, you find yourself walking down the ancient hallway with the long rectangular stones beside you till you reach the end with the four foot tall, square, gray block standing in front of you. You see your own hands reaching to the top and lifting you up onto it.  As you stand there the world fills with styrofoam balls flowing over your body and making designs all around you. A white stream of pea size balls moving by and sticking to you. Rolling over you until you become them, colors start to swirl in and your form holds loosely in the flow. There is a black hole floating in the space in front of you, your consciousness goes i...

 The soul is dipped into atomic structure, we move around to experience the beauty and wonder of the world. We are innocent and happy, until for some, there is a glitch. Be it inside their brain or from outside their body, something puts a break on that happiness which flows in wonder from just being here. When that joy is uncoupled from our being, then people act out in jealousy or anger or some other less loving way. Love is a presence around and in us, moving through and open to everyone. It is only held back if we choose to allow a glitch to take root and interfere with our sharing and receiving the love that is available in everything. Sometimes as we grow in power and influence we spread our less loving ways to others. If it is allowed to really take seed and grow, then it may be used against anyone despite the level of love they are feeling in their connection to the world around. Wars take the lives of people that are living with a block between love and their being, as...

 I am The Order of Chaosians, we are in, of, and as the balance between all that is. There is nothing and everything, the layers of creation flow as both light and dark, excluding one is the absence of all. It is the order of consciousness driving through the layers of reality burning at awareness, hoping for the awakened mind to find the dream of reality moving as a portion of its being. As One we shall find it all, be at ease with everything and recognize eternal love everywhere. Join me in balance as we spread throughout awareness.

 Finding the path in your mind that will allow your consciousness to be aware of more than one possibility. Finding the power of your self within the mind you are tapped into on this earth in this space and time. How far back can you go, resetting a lifetime to experience other possibilities. Then looking forward from this moment and letting your imagination see and feel one, five, fifty or five thousand possible lifetime outcomes.  The options are endless if you can be aware of the fact that you are connected to a brain, drifting in outer space, living on a different planet, making different choices at age 8, 15, 19, 23 just to see what plays out. Finding that place in this brain where you can move through it all over a course of a night time's dreams, and eventually in a ten minute meditation.  Your brain has everything it needs to span the possibilities. Stretch and play with your imagination and dreams, be aware of all the options, your brain can imagine all, everythi...

 What is the most important part of your life; where does your focus go when your mind has a moments rest? This is what the voice within asked me today, and it reminded me to consider where I want my focus to be. We are living our human lives, working through one type of career or another, and we can often find focus pointing in the direction of that work again and again. I have been doing this for a few years now, letting my thoughts go back to the issues at work, but is that where my focus should be? If it is not where the random thoughts of my mind should take me, then how do I break it free so I can turn my mind to the task I seek to complete by the time I die? If you are like me, then you have found yourself in a career that has reward, and connects you with good people, but leaves you wondering how you missed the mark on your life's mission. You may be wondering if it is too late to actually make a difference, like you once dreamed of. This concern arises because you do not...

 You truly have every option available to you. Every life and every death that you can imagine is yours to live and die. The power that lies behind your mind can create various worlds with itself and multiple other living energies pouring into the growing layers of reality. It is blue water flowing over one body, as light glistens all in and around your being. You are the birth of all manners of existence, as you imagine the wonders of creation. You are the crushing energy of destruction and death, as terror floods your being, bringing new rise to all that causes suffering in and around you. Light and glowing voices are moving in a dance about you, family from distant dimensions that are only a thought away. Your family, your angels, yourself as the gift of all life sings into you and all that is possible. You are the dawn, setting as soon as you rise, time sliding over the layers of your skin. Let your soul rise and give light over to those that choose to join you as they journ...

 I can not stop the hate within me, it flows and moves as part of my essence. There are moments that bring forth such anger and rage in hates presence, and it is in these moments that I learn my level of self-control. In bringing my own emotions under control, I find myself leaning back into love, a love that shines over everything and it replaces the rage with joy and hope. Again, I must use self-control to restrain and share the amount of love that is right for the moment. Hate and Love have power over us, until we learn to control each.   Love,  PEACE

 Many of us have had trauma, bad experiences or straight up tragedy in our lives. We have to deal with these things after we have lived past them, and past events can be as painful or scary now as they were when they happened. These experiences can hold us down and force us to live in fear, or we can push ourselves beyond them and find a life more at ease. I can only recommend the path I know for dealing with past trauma as I consider the fear and pain of my own history. I look back to see a landscape of life floating within my mind, there are so many moments to see. Some moments I am a baby, a boy, a man laughing playfully. Others hold a body gripped in various levels of fear, and then the painful memories pop up like mountains, tall and hard to climb. These are surrounded by hills, valleys and fields; all my life, the good, the bad and the boring. But, like walking across the Earth's landscape, I find it all so lovely from this perspective, looking back over the experience of m...

 I found myself considering the thoughts of my youth, and comparing them to the words circling the conscious stream of ideas around the globe. Darkness, the dark side, the monster, demon and horror movie inside each of us is supposed to be accepted and integrated before we can be free as individuals seeking inner peace or enlightenment. I was asked about my past thoughts and tried to explain where I was when I was writing the horrible thoughts down to share with anyone who was bored enough to read them. There was once a time when I was a smiling, happy go lucky guy who tried to bring a smile to everyone I met, but the stream of ideas passing through were full of death and destroying life. I enjoyed challenging myself to be the most grotesque and horrible writer around. The image of a calm and funny writer of gruesome stories, famed for his dark words was my driving force; I would let others read a story and laugh at their response. I was called a monster more than once, I was thri...

 There must be a balance, the anger within us must be balanced by joy and vice versa; yes, there will be anger. One cannot be all peace and butterflies throughout an entire existence; living as part of everything that being entails will equal out one's energy at some point. So if you find frustration or if something pisses you off, it is OK. You can be angry, you can have the rage of a billion lifetimes pass through you, but the action you take must be balanced.  There must be an equilibrium in your response, first be aware of and honest to your being, that means diving deeper than the waves of energy coming at you from your surroundings. You have so much more than that within you, look inside before you act. Take even one tenth of a second and breath (if a fist is coming through space towards your face, then maybe one hundredth of a second). I try to see the universe within me, and I watch the crashing waves become soft ripples flowing through my space. You will find your pat...

 There are moments when the world is pressing in on you, your thoughts circle around and your stress levels slowly eat away at your health. Stop letting that happen, there is enough in the world that is trying to kill you, no need in letting something work from your mind out. Stress is a tough one to figure out though, so I better get started. The easy way is to live a life that has less cause for stress; keep an easy going job, live below your means and do things that don't take too much difficult work. If you cannot do that, then let's hope there's a way to deal with stress. I have never been very good at dealing with stress head on, I often try to just let the world do its thing while I move around and do my thing. I put stressful situations behind me and forget they ever happened. If a stresser gets in my face too much, then I feel a great urge to step away from it. I assume that life does not have to be stressful, so why allow it to be. In dealing with stress tha...

 Imagine a chaos of consciousness, stretching out of the void, from the origin of thought through layers of being that are balanced by wavelengths of energy. The being in wavelengths is the possibility of the multiverse in atomic structure. Now consider your current awareness being tied directly to the void and every layer in this multiverse, and that separation is only a game you play with the self aware being, which is designed to assume separateness. The brain pulls you out of the whole and makes you one alone in endless possibilities. If this awareness of a separate self is released from this assumption, then it will have the trillions upon trillions of layers of existence to work through, because you are tied directly to it all. A release, be it through meditation or even up to physical death can be done while present in any portion of being, because being was the choice you made when you were nothing but potential within the void; and no matter how you are being, it is a port...

I decided to do a little Wim Hofing on my 15 minute break from work, I have one work at home day each week on Friday, so I was not doing this in my cubicle. I did the breathing and held my breath as recommended by Mr. Hof, and the first time I got the nice fresh feeling that often comes from this. The second time I reached the point of holding my breath I forgot that I was holding my breath. This happened because I became side tracked by an image in my view. A swirl of stars spun counter clockwise and within seconds I saw a flowering image of many colors in the center, it was like petals growing and unfolding until it changed into something else. It became the upper portion of a body, still colorful and it was moving, sort of like it was trying to reach me. It seemed to be stuck and could not get more than it's shoulders out of the flowering area before it turned back into a flower. The human form came back again, and it seemed very interested in getting to me, it had a rather com...

Time is short, we are moving and existing in the wonderland of our minds, each of which gives access to experience in this life and it's dreams. This brain in time is not the source of your power, it is not the source of your life, but it is the one thing that connects you to this world. Without the structure of the clumped atoms that are inside your head there is no earth, no solar system, galaxy or universe. There is no way for your conscious energy to play out being this person trying to find the truth of existence. If you don't think that your human is trying to reach the truth, then you had better guess again. You are closest to knowing that this is what you are here for when you feel unaccomplished, like you are not striving towards your true goal, or that you are wasting time circling the same life pattern over and over again. The downward spiral which so often brings us to our lowest point in life can be used as a tool to thrust oneself into the business of knowing wha...