About Five Minutes

 It is OK to recognize dark thoughts and feelings within yourself. It is OK to think of horrible things, we all have the darkest and most gruesome ideas pass through us once in a while. Anyone who denies it is only denying a portion of the truth in all existence; they are going to need space to grow. We want to be all light and love. When we recognize the layers of reality within each of us, is when we can see that the dark thoughts and ideas are a tiny portion of our selves. The human can feel these things so strongly that we can worry over what we might do, or just want to do it and see what happens. It is perfectly natural for our brains, with billions of neurons and our minds that are connected through the subconscious to thousands or millions of lives, to have some bad thoughts flow through. This does not make anyone a monster, and acting on these thoughts is not what the deeper layers of your self wants, but it understands and you can find love beyond them if you were to slip...

 Spirituality is in and out of the body. You are a human on this Earth, living a life with money, time, food, and weather; facing the ongoing need to keep yourself alive through everything. It is hard to not be focused on these things because of how each affects your comfort. Imagining ourselves without money, food or shelter can bring us to tears and high levels of anxiety because we feel like our body is all we have. Our pain, being cold or hot and hungry are all so real and seem inescapable when we are in the middle of any one of them. But we are able to see beyond each when we find our own connection to the spiritual landscape within our body and just outside the mind. I have not discovered a way to survive without food or having some way to stay warm in freezing weather, I have found that we can experience hunger as something outside of what we are. Cold and hot can be felt as energy hovering around a form you are using to take each in for the pleasure of their presence. We ca...

  Finding yourself in between states of certainty is the wonder of growing awareness. To recognize the human, the organs, cells down to the atoms through the creative layers that make it up is wonderful. Then to understand self as a energy beyond those things that cause physical reality and knowing what has been called soul can release one to another level of perception beyond fear into pure love. As love one can accept it's place in the light that is a portion of the force in everything and from there we sence the between. Between all the states of being there are moments of not being anything at all; it is when you notice these points in your being that you can find understanding of the connection between everything and nothing. You, me, everyone and everything are equal parts of something so miraculous that has created billions of layers of creative experience from absolutely nothing. In nothing we exist and as that each of us is connected to everything. Separation fades as one ...

 God is everything. God is everyone. Allah surrounds each of us. All that exists is within Brahman. You are a portion of the universe. No person or place is closer to God than you, we are all directly connected to God. Your heart can guide you when you live by love. No person is more anointed than you to serve love and find joy in all that God's creation offers. Destroying others and tearing anyone down is against God. Live in love, know fear but do not let it be your main guide. Guide and remind others with love when they are not doing the same. You are to put no person or place between you and God. You are a descendant of the stars, made of the atoms that they created. We are all born of the original explosion of energy into existence. With the Big bang we see the birth of everything, stretching down to you and me, we are all equal. The same basic atoms that make my body are in you, neither of us is more a part of the universe than the other. Love, PEACE

 Why are we here? I have come to this place, as this little tiny mass of atoms on a slightly larger clump of floating dirt so that I can have human experiences. I am here to watch and feel the snow fall, to smell the warmth of spring and summer wrap their energy around me. I am here to love and receive love. What do I want? I want every being on this planet to have access to comfort and an open door to joy. I also want my own experience to be gently adventuresome, surrounded by happy humans loving and sharing the gift of existence. Why do I want this? I see every person as a piece of the light and love that is pouring out of the first thought of "Í can". We are all doing the experiencing that makes up what can be a joy in living and growing together. Be part of the wonder in the world. Love, PEACE

 I exist as a human on a planet spinning around a star. When one sees their being from this perspective they may have a tendency to recognize how little each of us is. I am tiny compared to trees and miniscule next to the planet. But besides physical being there is mental awareness and the life of the mind which is both connected to the physical and free of all form. Our being which resides before atoms is both completely caring for the experience gained from this reality and simply observing what happens. When we live as physical beings we are best off if we find balance between the joy of experience and the peace of an outside observer. As one who is here to experience, we can each find the most joy by taking in the world around us as moments of physical interaction given through a body. As an outside observer we can acknowledge our eternal ability to have the experiences multiple times over and not feel a need to force them into the world right now. Mingling the two perspectives...

 I have been inspired by many men in my life, from family members to those I never knew but who made me push my mind. I try to find a lesson through every person I meet, and there has been so much inspiration given to me by wonderful and wise women in my life, but right now I will stick with the men who have brought something memorable to my life. My father has taught me so much; from patience as he watched me work through my own mistakes, trying to give me guidance which I always accepted so slowly over time, rarely when it would have been the most useful. As I have watched him keep his body strong and able to play throughout his life, I learned that staying in good shape allows me to play at things that have brought me joy and energy since I was young; two wheeled toys are so much fun. I have also learned independence, which sometimes makes things harder, but keeps me working to always push myself to take on challenges. My uncles, which are varied and have been gifts stretched...

 If your brain is not part or all of your life's work, then you have overlooked the most important part of what makes you a human being. It is your brain that separates you from all that existence is, and it is that same brain which allows you the chance to find your connection to it all. We are a gathering of neurons stretching the receptive portion of our form throughout the cells of our bodies. The cells of our bodies work to support and protect all of those receptors that feed our awareness. It is the nervous system and the brain which are our only link to knowing anything of the world beyond their cellular walls. With it being that everything we know is focused through our brain, I become confounded by people who stop adding knowledge to their brain. Things like TV can bring knowledge, apps have the ability to link you with information and there are search engines that will share easy instructions with you for almost anything you want to do. There is no reason to avoid learn...

 Your consciousness can be connected to all the layers of existence within every possible imagination. How much does it take to be the whole, what doors need to be opened to find that kind of wonder. How far has awareness spread itself to make such a connection the challenge that it seems to be today. We are one, moving in an assumption of many, and we have every potential within each of us. In considering the layers of being we must realize the self as soul spread across multiple lifespans. With this we are already living at every possible age and through every death imaginable. There are paths between your portions of the all being, and finding those paths that are linked to one body at it's death allows each form to invite all the knowledge and understanding of the separated consciousness from that dying form to enter into it and share both the knowledge it brings as well as the life that is continuing in the living one. You can also be all awareness of every being while at t...

 I have decided to focus on enlivening my imagination, I have let it grow lax over the years. I have not really stretched this brain out as much as when I was a truly imaginative child. There are billions of landscapes and centuries of time for my mind to wander through, and I have been ignoring them all. I sleep in the darkness of the void most of the time; while the love next to me travels and creates her own worlds, changing them at will. I miss the power of mind, considering what is going on inside this brain has held my gaze for too long. I must remember that my starship is just one step away, and that my queen has a starship that she can fly right along with mine; the time of our travels is drawing ever closer. Opening my eye, I see stars with planets covered in forests that wait for me to float through their beauty. You can be there and I will lift the veil between us, the light will mingle itself with the darkness until the colors become more than real. The flood will fil...

God's love is everything, not even nothing is beyond the love of God. It is with all my faith and awareness that I seek to be an embodiment of the love of everything and nothing. I am seeking the eternal love that fulfills all needs, overrides every desire and leaves the heart inside you overflowing with joy. You are also seeking this eternal love so that you can fill my heart beyond full with joy. As I look into existence from the awareness of a soul that is allowing this extension to grow in understanding, I sense so many forms connected to the tentacles stretching out of me. A plethora of bodies joined in the play of conscious being, tapping into worlds of atomic presence and running through lifetimes. You and I are beyond the play and still we ride the forms into the game of structure. Be aware of me in your dreams and I will know you as the source of being as you walk into the energy beyond the particles waving. I feel you grow in understanding. Love, PEACE

 All religions are one religion. There is one God of all existence, all people are connected to and able to be inspired by that connection in the way that makes them the most comfortable. Jesus is the truth and the life, follow him as a disciple and you will find access to God. Muhammad was the last prophet of his time, Allah is timeless, ever deserving of praise as the one and only.    We are each able to reach the inner enlightened one, for the Buddha consciousness awaits your mindfulness. You are an inspiration to the world. The layers of existence are vast and deep, Brahman made it so and we are extensions of that presence. The many gods are available to us for connecting us to certain energies flowing from Brahman.  Each of these statements hold truth under the whole of creation. Each of us can choose to follow a path that is well worn and meets our level of energy; or a path that leads through the chaos of understanding. The way through chaos is to seek certain...

Mahatma Gandhi was quoted: "An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind. Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. Where there is love there is life. In a gentle way, you can shake the world. The future depends on what we do in the present." This man is said to have had quite an affect on the world. It seems he got results through intelligent speach, peaceful protest, peaceful despite action taken against him and his community, and his own calm action.  On the other hand we see that wars have been waged for centuries, anger and violence poured out from one group to another; often leaving greater poverty in the wake of such actions. We are good at destroying each other with words and violent force, but it often destroys both sides in various ways. My faith lies in balance, intelligence and action that builds a world of peace around each of us as an individ...

All my thanks to God. I am thankful for the love I know is always pouring over me. I am grateful for the ability to share that love, allowing it to pour out of me. I praise God for the points in existence where my love finds focus and knows giving. I am thankful for the experiences I receive on this earth. I am filled wth joy by the connections I have to all that God is, and the certainty I hold in my consciousness. I am thankful for the dawn, the day, dusk and the darkness of night. I am empowered by the balance I have found and there is great joy in me when I am aware of being. My praise seeks eternal expression, and I am at my best when I am letting love pour out of me. All my thanks to God. All my praise to Allah. All my love to Brahman.  Love, PEACE 

As of late, I have been thinking about a friend whose brother committed suicide and how their last conversation left my friend with a sense of responsibility. It made me think of the human condition and how much energy it takes to actually choose to stop being a person, then following through with that choice. I had contemplated the act many times as a young man between the ages of 15 and 25, but to actually commit to the act was a different level that I could not reach. Despite the awful experiences many people face and the sadness they feel at times, it is still an extremely difficult move to follow through with taking that action.  The act of suicide is never a split second decision, it is something that has been worked up to and it is a final move against the opponent that sits within your own mind. It seemed that my friends brother had an inner enemy which was a memory of abuse and the frustrations that would follow him up to his decision to stop facing that enemy living in...

Giving oneself over to faith is accepting a place in space and time as a body with a mind that links to everything, that is working at the will of the one that is the source and power in everything. To be all and nothing is both all power and no power, you must realize that the self is just one presence which is a present to yourself at the place of the beginning of all creation. At the birth of all time and space a creative mind was born and it has split into all dimensions, all times, all brains  all states of reality and dream. It has spread consciousness into everything equally because it takes power and creation to make the rock be a rock and for the void, where existence was placed, to be a void. You are that mind split, and as that mind you are able to assume a self separate from the source, but you stand at the source and everywhere in between. You have to be open to it all and you must be willing to give up this body to understand the connection between it and the source ...

Stepping over the edge as consciousness guides your mind into the multiple layers of reality, we slowly move our energy from wavelength A to B and then we look into C; realities overlapping with small shifts in perception separating all of them. Speeding at what feels like a billion miles per hour as the brainwaves switch from visual cortex A to B and then C, as the brain falls asleep and enters dream states while the portion of the visual cortex responsible for receiving the information coming from the eyes drops in activity. We find that the area of the brain that is responsible for interpreting what has come in is active and that we are able to see various realities with the mind that turns off one levels set of brain area functions to turn on another levels brain functions in those regions in another wavelength of existence. So, Jason part A falls asleep to find Jason part B when the frontal lobe, etc kicks in and another wavelengths eye signal receiver in the visual cortex turns ...

The speed at which you can receive thought is where evolution is taking us, driven to be at the cusp of creative consciousness we push towards brain empowerment. We are moving towards empowerment on all levels of existence, and this power we have can be shared by everyone. It is not food based, it is not space or time based, it is consciousness based. Expand the minds of the people around you, accept their concepts and ideas and allow them to live their dreams as fully as possible. Our dreams and hopes can overlap in their differences, one persons desires need not make them your enemy when their world image differs from your own. Share atomic structure on more than one level of awareness and allow the rules of this world to help you play out your lives in peaceful harmony of an ever expanding human field of activity. We are to live in love while we act out our desires and we are to not impose upon others any control that hinders their wants and needs to the extent that they also not i...

I hear the voice, a woman trying to get me to understand what she is saying, but my mind is too slow to keep up with her. This has been going on for years, and yesterday my dreaming mind heard her clearly, then I forgot what she said. Despite the setback I feel that I have made a lot of progress by knowing our speeds of thought are becoming more synchronized and I may receive another chance soon to hear and then document the words she shares. I feel that the woman has something extremely useful for me to hear, and I think that my consciousness is allowing understanding to enter this brain in baby steps. I have lost my patience in the past, and I was given subtle reminders of why I need to remain calm, a kick in the brain here and a smack upside my ego there, and I relax a little. When we clearly hear voices in our dreams it can jolt us awake, calm our minds or scare us to death; sometimes the voices in our heads even say things that make us laugh.  Whatever the inner voices say,...

What will you figure out before you die, and what will you find on the other side of human death?  We often wonder what death brings to our consciousness, but who can really know?  People will give you religious views handed down from history, near death experiencers will tell you of different kinds of journeys, and other people will hypothesize about the great beyond or absence of an after life.  We trust some people a little, but it always comes down to accepting an idea of the unknown.  This is where my life focus has been, understanding what we can know about here and beyond.   Ram Das shared his phrase "be here now" with the world, he was calling us to focus on each present moment as the gift of life in itself; I fail this very often as I try looking through the veil that separates us from knowing everything all at once.  Like peering through atoms into the vast amount of space that the electrons are playing around in; it seems more like a veil over...