About Five Minutes

 Tonight while letting my imagination run, I found myself covered in bugs that were eating up my dead body. You may think it gross, but that is exactly how the natural world cleans house; it is actually very holistic for us to die and get eaten. However, there are so many of us, it would be quite messy if we just let people holistically work their way back into the soil where they lay. I just found there are natural burial options available, near Ithaca NY you can be buried without all the chemicals and blockades separating you from the world, at Greensprings Natural Cemetery Preserve this is something you can do. Back to my imagination, I was a bit freaked at first, but I felt better about where I am in life after they were done. Imagination can be a wild tool at times. I often find that my imaginings are rather dark when measured by other people; it sometimes puts them off. But it is quite balancing when I hold them up to what comes across as the light of my visions and hopes. I...

 The depths of being that run just under our human awareness are almost overwhelming. I often find myself living in a brain that just wants to smile and laugh so everyone else can see that it is OK to find the same happy place within themselves. Then I look inside and find waves of energy flowing out of every person that I am connected to, and I flounder in concern. I have been given so much, and I try to share It, but I feel there is so much more I can do. I see myself growing in earthly understanding, but I still want to become a word spewing guru that inspires an entire world to look beyond it. I am impatient, though I know that I have all the time in existence, so I walk slow. If each of us could become aware of the underlying movement of energy that is between everyone, then we may find a different course of action in developing society and the rules of engagement. The empath knows the connection by just being, but so many of us need to find ways to open our eyes. Sometimes I ...

It is the slow and steady pace that seems to be required so much more often when one is reaching out for understanding. Finding connection in all that is God and the waves of creative play coursing through existence turns the mind upside down, and one must continue to search because it is all even more amazing to see as understanding grows. We can find links between a path crossed and a moments pause that seem to have been put in place to change our life. Everything working as an order of the chaos, bending space and time to move us and alter the pattern we have been seeing swirl before our eyes. We are challenged to recognize the amazing movement in the chaos we call order. Every aspect of the balance in existence is a wonderful portion of the play. The boundary between good and bad is one that can be balanced with a subtle sway. God, is not good or bad, it is everything and nothing all at once. So why would one work to only be good or bad? What use is only half of a creative flow mo...

 All religions are one religion. There is one God of all existence, all people are connected to and able to be inspired by that connection in the way that makes them the most comfortable. Jesus is the truth and the life, follow him as a disciple and you will find access to God. Muhammad was the last prophet of his time, Allah is timeless, ever deserving of praise as the one and only.    We are each able to reach the inner enlightened one, for the Buddha consciousness awaits your mindfulness. You are an inspiration to the world. The layers of existence are vast and deep, Brahman made it so and we are extensions of that presence. The many gods are available to us for connecting us to certain energies flowing from Brahman.  Each of these statements hold truth under the whole of creation. Each of us can choose to follow a path that is well worn and meets our level of energy; or a path that leads through the chaos of understanding. The way through chaos is to seek certain...

I find that fear can be so much fun, I mean I hate it when it hits me, but the laughs after are excellent. Fear is a game and it can be played with a smile. In the song 'Innocense' Bjork mentions the ease of being fearless, and then she tries to explain the joy of realizing fear again. If we dive into experiences and taste lifes fullness, we will best recognize the purpose and wonder of fear. We quickly develop a fear of heights as babies, and many more fears work their way into our minds as we grow up. We each work through fears at our own pace, and it is the fears that we have overcome which empower us and move us to new challenges. Some fears should be respected even if they lose their grip on us. You may grow to be comfortable standing on a steel beam 44 stories above the ground, but you should still wear a harness and tether for the occasional slip. We should have a bit of discomfort looking into the eyes of a tiger and there should be a fear that keeps you from walking up...

So many people dive into trying the spirit medicines thinking a party is just around the corner, only to find that they have stepped into a world view changing landscape that overwhelms them.  Such a large portion of society is teaching children that all drugs are bad and equally destructive to their lives and the education stops there.  The tribe mindset is a life of developing an understanding for young tribe members of why some plants and chemicals may have more positive effects on the mind than others; as well as how the conscious self reacts to them, reducing the overwhelming effect when they first take an ancient medicine, not as a party, but as a tool for individual development.  The gains that are occurring in raising awareness of the differences between certain kinds of drugs are amazing, I love to see the knowledge unfold.  When comparing things like LSD or mushrooms with heroin or cocaine, this growth in awareness will help guide the future choices made b...

How does a person show everyone else in the world what the gift of living here and now, on this earth, in this universe on this astral plane is worth?  Jesus spoke the truth until the leaders of his world could no longer ignore him and he used them to help him express his unending love for this existence to the point of death.  Buddha starved himself and pushed himself to the edge of life before he realized the value of his time on this earth, then he shared his good news with everyone he could, and he died with people listening so intently that his words have travelled centuries.  Siddhārtha Gautama, the Buddha was a wealthy man who had the easy life bowing before him, but his greatness didn't come until he decided to give up the wealth and find the meaning of existence.  Jesus asked people to give up everything and follow him.  They each chose paths which would both teach themselves and set examples of how this world can be experienced as a joy through ever...

The development of love is very interesting to observe in oneself and others.  We start out very self centered but we know very little of loving ourselves, as children we seem to point all our love at our family, parents, siblings, etc.  we don't know why, it is just there and it is usually everything to us.  Then when a certain spark hits the heart and mind our love becomes interested in someone outside our family, and it feels different because it is outside.  Family love would break our hearts when we felt disappointed by a parent, or we would be devastated by the death of a grand parent, but we are still focused on ourselves and our own satisfaction.  The love for the outsider mingled with the twinge of desire becomes focused, often to point where we do as much as we can to make them happy, and we hope the same is done in return.  For many of us there is still a self centered aspect of this early love and we do not always step beyond this point; at thi...

We are a multi-layered, multi-dimensional, multi-brained being living as separated souls that are further broken out into forms for taking in all and everything.  You are one of those forms.  Your brain can reach a level of activity that allows you to know the experiences of the all and everything.  First you can be aware of all that your soul understands through access to its many forms, including the one you are using right now.  Then as soul you could choose to awaken every form you are poured into, but perhaps it is best that each should become aware at its own time.  After your brain gains even just a portion of this access you will very likely start to find life to be an experiential joy.  You will find that from soul you can turn further in towards the source of being, the birthplace of this all and everything you are learning to embrace.  You may end up next to a wall or ball of light, there may even be a gender-less creator figure, and around...

Living as a consciousness that is experiencing a body that can access the experiences of other bodies makes for a wonderful existence.  Understanding that dream states, imagination and visions are all varying ways for your consciousness to live, learn and expand what your current body knows.  Take psychic experiences, when a person, shaman, healer or schizophrenic is truly seeing a world beyond their own, or hearing voices that other people cannot and they do not lose their shit over it, then they are able to know the truth of the closeness of varying levels of reality.  People say a ghost is a spirit caught in a loop, imagine finding yourself at the point of death and being so afraid of it that you just hold onto the idea of this world as tightly as you can.  The piece of your consciousness that was tapped into the dying body could then slip one layer away, one wavelength off this current level of experience and circle through living there, stuck in what we current...

Stretching into the void we can see the avenues of energy which lead down to every conscious being.  The availability of knowledge and understanding held at the convergence point where all your energy is coming from allows you access to the thoughts and ideas within the many layers of being, if you are open to it.  There is a great space between your current conscious form and the place of your origin, and the place of your origin is just a thought away.  The consciousness that is at that point of awareness wants to continue to play out all these lives for the joy of playing out life.  Sitting at the point of your original self, you are the pilot and your body is one ship for you to fly in, you as the source of your being are piloting infinite ships in infinite fields of play with infinite galaxies moving around inside infinite universes or the multiverse.  To know yourself as the source is not an invitation to rule over all, it is an invitation to move in the ...