About Five Minutes

 The love of existence is available for all and from the everything. I look out over a sea of experiential brains taking in scenes and worlds that allow me to imagine crossing the stronghold of the mind to soul barrier. Gurdjieff taps at the kundabuffer and a smile passes through me as I sense the code cracking and pieces falling away. My love walks in the world as I dream and push my mind's eye to the forefront of my being, the child is dancing with the children that it's adult brought into creation. They are one and absolute in their separate existence on every plane before, after and alligned with this the one. 

 There must be a balance, the anger within us must be balanced by joy and vice versa; yes, there will be anger. One cannot be all peace and butterflies throughout an entire existence; living as part of everything that being entails will equal out one's energy at some point. So if you find frustration or if something pisses you off, it is OK. You can be angry, you can have the rage of a billion lifetimes pass through you, but the action you take must be balanced.  There must be an equilibrium in your response, first be aware of and honest to your being, that means diving deeper than the waves of energy coming at you from your surroundings. You have so much more than that within you, look inside before you act. Take even one tenth of a second and breath (if a fist is coming through space towards your face, then maybe one hundredth of a second). I try to see the universe within me, and I watch the crashing waves become soft ripples flowing through my space. You will find your pat...

 I've dealt with my inner demons, the first time that I met them I chased them down, kicked them around, and I tried to show them who was boss. After a while I realized that the energy I was using to try and get rid of them was going to waste, and too big an effort to keep up. I started to wonder what would happen if maybe I started to listen to them, and considered letting them guide me. So I started looking at myself from different angles and I began to recognize that the so called demons had always just been there. I saw them in things like, that inner rage that I carried through my childhood, and my desire for power and control that took me so long to recognize. There were many aspects of my life that slowly revealed the truth of a scary side of me.  Seeing all of this and trying to figure out how to deal with it, I found that I could express my inner evil through writing. I have written some harsh stories; most of which are in my first journal, "Where Faith Can Grow"...

 There are many avenues into the layers of consciousness that open our minds to the greater potential of our being at ease in the world. Some have the door opened once and are able to walk through their life with that single experience guiding their heart and mind for an entire lifetime, without ever stepping over the line into mystical awarenesses again. Then there are others that find themselves able to swing the door open freely, finding the avenue to alternative thinking easy to access and walk in and out of the layers of awareness throughout their lives, being reminded regularly of the possibilities beyond the here and now. And still another group chooses to not open the door for themselves and it never fully opens on its own, they are content in the act of just being as they are. Life is as it is for those who choose this path and there is no need to dig beyond the inspiration recieved by the stories of the ones who have shared their understanding of the layers of existence. ...

 You are not designed for suffering, there is no reason to have a life of continued sadness, there is no need for sacrifice. Your life is designed for experiences, and they vary from person to person based on the body you have and the brain signalling in your head. You get to have a life that is full of ease, energy and action in experience. But we allow our paths to be broken and seem to put obstacles in our own way. A life of ease does not mean that you are built for sitting all day being entertained. Ease of being means that while you are a productive and creative person, you allow yourself time to think, move with intent outside of your work, and breath. We thrive when we feel like we are participating in creating, whether the creation is a work of art or a better business plan for a company. With this in mind we must also remember that we feel our best when we are allowed the space to stand back and take a breath after and during our work time. Breathing can simply be time to...

 There are theories of mind-brain connections and separations stretched across the globe and time. Some say the brain is where all your awareness, consciousness and being comes from; while others are sure that there is a consciousness that is beyond the brain. I stand in the conscious energy beyond my brain and ponder this also, attepting to explain how we work in the most down to earth terms. This is not that explanation. The brain stands as both the gate and the way to being in touch with your conscious self, the energy beyond atomic structure. You and I are not from here, we exist in a state of being that allows us to tap into the multitude of physical worlds and play out various lives. It is in this state that we are certain of the glory and wonder of all that Allah is. As the Mahabharata states Brahman poured itself out, and from nothing God created everything. Knowing all that creation is, opens us to pure joy in just being, because we know that we are a part of it all. Op...

 Ignorance can be a fire in the darkness of hell. I truly knew bliss when I was a child living for the moment, happily breathing and eating as my parents supported me, my brother and sisters. Challenges came; potty training, reaching door handles, learning to ride a bike, finding out how to not shut my fingers in the door, which took a while, and finally a lifetime of growing my brains understanding. At one point I knew everything, OK, I thought I knew everything and that was when I didn't know how much I had to learn. I was a man sized child and I was in a bit of a hell that I created for myself through having great ignorance. I look back and I love that young man, I love him because he never really stopped digging, despite that knowing of everything, and because he grew into what I find in this mind today. But there was hell to pay for attempting ignorance by assuming to have all the answers, and I did face my inner darkness, and standing in front of it I grew to find that it was...

God's love is everything, not even nothing is beyond the love of God. It is with all my faith and awareness that I seek to be an embodiment of the love of everything and nothing. I am seeking the eternal love that fulfills all needs, overrides every desire and leaves the heart inside you overflowing with joy. You are also seeking this eternal love so that you can fill my heart beyond full with joy. As I look into existence from the awareness of a soul that is allowing this extension to grow in understanding, I sense so many forms connected to the tentacles stretching out of me. A plethora of bodies joined in the play of conscious being, tapping into worlds of atomic presence and running through lifetimes. You and I are beyond the play and still we ride the forms into the game of structure. Be aware of me in your dreams and I will know you as the source of being as you walk into the energy beyond the particles waving. I feel you grow in understanding. Love, PEACE

 Imagine living in a space time non continuum; what would that mean for you and how do you recognize it? I see a lot of potential in human consciousness changing the structure of reality as we know it, we may find a way to disconnect from the assumed continuum and become unaffected by time. If you live as a being beyond atomic structure, one that is energy taking in experiences, then you can be refreshed and reset when you step into each place that you experience. How often do you have a dream where you are in a younger body, perhaps you are even a child once in a while. If you can experience this in your dreams, then what is keeping you from making it happen in this reality? Nothing is, you are that energy, start practicing now. I still call the energy body the soul, and you should feel free to choose any other name to reference the self beyond physical structure. As soul you are at least nearly eternal, stretching your experience out over multiple landscapes from beyond any assu...

 We are each given a chance at every moment to take the path of good or evil, and by some we are told that the middle ground is treacherous. Well, I wonder over such choices and statements. I mean certainly we have learned there is no place between communism and democracy, or republican and democrat, it is either one or the other and the two shall not mix. Then we find the never ending saga of good heroes vs bad villains, and if you are good you are always good, while the bad person is always bad. It is true, if you drop a kitten off with a biker gang, then it will be road kill before the end of the day; really, could you imagine a bunch of bikers carrying around a kitten and stopping at a gas station to give it a lick of heavy cream? All of em taking pictures because it has cream on its nose; never gonna happen. OK, maybe I can imagine it, and I imagine a lot of life being balanced between the extremes. The classic cowboy in black vs the cowboy in white is a mindset that can be pu...

 My journey has been and will continue to be guided by the source of being. I have been given gifts and more gifts by God and one of those is that I love all there is to be loved. Another gift is the patience to allow existence to work in, around and through me at the pace of itself. You see, I asked for something from God over thirty years ago, and I am still waiting to understand what it means to live that gift in love. God chooses time and recipients wisely, it is our job to wait for that wisdom to reach us. I say us because we are all connected. Your presence in my life is a part of my love, and I do cherish the gift you bring. Thank you for being a portion of the whole which we each hold within our body and soul. To fully understand that presence as one self within all that exists, that is a power unsurpassed. To love the freedom in allowing each portion to let go and let that power move through themselves without interference or to try their hand at controlling it, that is t...

 All religions are one religion. There is one God of all existence, all people are connected to and able to be inspired by that connection in the way that makes them the most comfortable. Jesus is the truth and the life, follow him as a disciple and you will find access to God. Muhammad was the last prophet of his time, Allah is timeless, ever deserving of praise as the one and only.    We are each able to reach the inner enlightened one, for the Buddha consciousness awaits your mindfulness. You are an inspiration to the world. The layers of existence are vast and deep, Brahman made it so and we are extensions of that presence. The many gods are available to us for connecting us to certain energies flowing from Brahman.  Each of these statements hold truth under the whole of creation. Each of us can choose to follow a path that is well worn and meets our level of energy; or a path that leads through the chaos of understanding. The way through chaos is to seek certain...

 As we drift, free floating orbit within free floating orbit, and so on into the depths of the universe, I see layers of all reality peeling away within and without. We can stretch our minds out across the universe, out beyond the galaxies and beyond any possible edge, until we find ourselves looking into a base structure that allows for varying wavelengths of perception to create what can be pictured as an onion form of space-time continuums. Choose a layer and step into a form that can perceive the grouping of wavelengths and experience the reality it brings.  You are more than just a human on earth, we are more than humans in space. We have access to so many lives and the forms to live them through await our opening up to their senses and allowing ourselves to enter the various worlds in the multiverse. Available to us at the tips of our energy, our brains hold the keys as we learn to change what they are allowing in. In error, we live from form out, assuming that the self ...

 The seasons of our world vary across it's vast surface, and each variety offers its own wonders. In some areas one may find a slowing down with snow, a rebirth with the rains, bright colors under the sun and then the pleasing coolness of cloud covered skies as leaves fall. While in other places there will be what may seem like a continuous sunny day all year round. As different as the valley can be from the mountain top, and the poles from the equator, so too the weather systems vary over the land and in its seas.  People also come with a variety of seasons; sometimes we are warm and sunny, inviting people into our moment with a smile. Other times we can be cold and rain down on the feelings or experiences of those around us. The way we interact with people can express the season of our emotional state, and often it will. But we can have emotions and still allow people to have their own experiences in any given moment that they find themselves, even when they are in our proxi...

It is hard to look at someone who seems to be acting out in a prejudice way and think that they deserve love. It is difficult to listen to language that speaks against another person or group and find care in your heart for the person behind the voice. It can feel like they are purposefully building walls to block you from having a view or opinion that is different from their own and to find a way to connect to one another. But as soon as you stop telling them your story and sharing your thoughts with them in a calm reminding way, then you are putting up walls too.  If you were taught that a certain group of people is less than you from your early childhood, then it will be difficult for you to change that belief without interacting with people that can open your eyes to a more balanced view. Sometimes a person with a prejudice towards a group of people will get to know someone from that group and they will learn to recognize their equality. But often it is their peers that will ha...

Mahatma Gandhi was quoted: "An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind. Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. Where there is love there is life. In a gentle way, you can shake the world. The future depends on what we do in the present." This man is said to have had quite an affect on the world. It seems he got results through intelligent speach, peaceful protest, peaceful despite action taken against him and his community, and his own calm action.  On the other hand we see that wars have been waged for centuries, anger and violence poured out from one group to another; often leaving greater poverty in the wake of such actions. We are good at destroying each other with words and violent force, but it often destroys both sides in various ways. My faith lies in balance, intelligence and action that builds a world of peace around each of us as an individ...

My world is a state of awareness, it includes everything from experiences to the absence of being. In existence I love all action and absence of action, because it is all connected to me. On the Earth my conscious being seeks pleasurable interaction with it's surroundings, it  finds the greatest joy in a calm balanced environment. In loving all that comes to me, my love desires love in return. Every action is portion of the whole and can be loved for the experience it brings, but the action of love is the easiest to accept. Do your best to be love to me and I will do my best to be love to you. Together we will make calm balance.  Love, PEACE

I find that fear can be so much fun, I mean I hate it when it hits me, but the laughs after are excellent. Fear is a game and it can be played with a smile. In the song 'Innocense' Bjork mentions the ease of being fearless, and then she tries to explain the joy of realizing fear again. If we dive into experiences and taste lifes fullness, we will best recognize the purpose and wonder of fear. We quickly develop a fear of heights as babies, and many more fears work their way into our minds as we grow up. We each work through fears at our own pace, and it is the fears that we have overcome which empower us and move us to new challenges. Some fears should be respected even if they lose their grip on us. You may grow to be comfortable standing on a steel beam 44 stories above the ground, but you should still wear a harness and tether for the occasional slip. We should have a bit of discomfort looking into the eyes of a tiger and there should be a fear that keeps you from walking up...

All my thanks to God. I am thankful for the love I know is always pouring over me. I am grateful for the ability to share that love, allowing it to pour out of me. I praise God for the points in existence where my love finds focus and knows giving. I am thankful for the experiences I receive on this earth. I am filled wth joy by the connections I have to all that God is, and the certainty I hold in my consciousness. I am thankful for the dawn, the day, dusk and the darkness of night. I am empowered by the balance I have found and there is great joy in me when I am aware of being. My praise seeks eternal expression, and I am at my best when I am letting love pour out of me. All my thanks to God. All my praise to Allah. All my love to Brahman.  Love, PEACE 

In revisiting the idea that with every different mind you connect to, you are creating a connection to a new dimension which is separate from all other dimensions; we can see that there are challenges in remaining connected to more than one of those layers of existence at all times. We exist as a consciousness, and as that we take part in creating the reality that is spread out in waves across atomic structure, trying to ride two or more waves at once can come across as daunting. There seems to be a source of the main wave that keeps this and every reality whole, and we each add our ripples to the pond. These separate ripples create new layers or dimensions and when they are overlapped we see completely new dimensions which are slightly varied from the original wave. There is so much occurring within each layer of awareness that the brain can become confused while attempting to process even one task in this base reality, let alone if you try to be aware of every possible alteration of...