About Five Minutes

 Spirituality is in and out of the body. You are a human on this Earth, living a life with money, time, food, and weather; facing the ongoing need to keep yourself alive through everything. It is hard to not be focused on these things because of how each affects your comfort. Imagining ourselves without money, food or shelter can bring us to tears and high levels of anxiety because we feel like our body is all we have. Our pain, being cold or hot and hungry are all so real and seem inescapable when we are in the middle of any one of them. But we are able to see beyond each when we find our own connection to the spiritual landscape within our body and just outside the mind. I have not discovered a way to survive without food or having some way to stay warm in freezing weather, I have found that we can experience hunger as something outside of what we are. Cold and hot can be felt as energy hovering around a form you are using to take each in for the pleasure of their presence. We ca...

  Finding yourself in between states of certainty is the wonder of growing awareness. To recognize the human, the organs, cells down to the atoms through the creative layers that make it up is wonderful. Then to understand self as a energy beyond those things that cause physical reality and knowing what has been called soul can release one to another level of perception beyond fear into pure love. As love one can accept it's place in the light that is a portion of the force in everything and from there we sence the between. Between all the states of being there are moments of not being anything at all; it is when you notice these points in your being that you can find understanding of the connection between everything and nothing. You, me, everyone and everything are equal parts of something so miraculous that has created billions of layers of creative experience from absolutely nothing. In nothing we exist and as that each of us is connected to everything. Separation fades as one ...

 As we grow in understanding, it is a wonder to consciousness once you realize that the body is a moment for the eternal energy awareness. When you see that, then the body is to be cherished for all that it brings. Not because it is the beginning of a soul, or that it determines the rest of your existence; but because it allows you to have this moment. Each second of life is a play for your thinking self, there are avenues to happiness within every experience when you are in touch with the portion of your self that is actively aware just beyond your brain. Knowing you are alive at this level, you can see where anyone not looking at life from this vantage point is missing an opportunity to be in a truly joy filled world based on love for the moments. You also see that there is no before or after life to worry about, because you are before and you are after each human experience and this bodies life. You know that you are energy and you see the whole world as a part of the many layer...

 Life can bring wonder, even going through death of self and others can be amazing to the experiential soul. I am brought back to this topic because of the suffering and lack of certainty I see in the eyes of people after a loved one dies. I will start with bringing what we actually exist as into perspective. We are a tiny speck of our true life when we are living here as humans. Like you, I am flesh which is created by energy consciously touching atoms to make such a vivid illusion of life. Here we live our life disconnected from the rest of existence because we recognize ourselves as individuals. But it is amazing to me that we forget our individual is made of many parts, that are made of more parts, and so on we move beyond the microcosm until we recognize our self as just energy. Consider energy and human death, the life experiencing self was just touching the atomic layer of reality, but has pulled out of that portion of the structure of our world leaving a different energy th...

 Dearest God, all, everything, nothing thank you for our knowing the ever present love that you pour over creation and feeling it in our hearts. Dear universe, thank you for aligning the star dust within us to move back into the right flow. Dear earth, thank you for filling us with nourishing life as you hold us in your loving motherly arms. Dear friends thank you for being in tune with all of this. Blessings and love over all. Love, PEACE

 You are a beam of energy touching a ball of energy in a field of energy. As a mother you do not bring energy to this world, you open the door for your own energy to touch down in a separate form as an extension from your soul. You can feel the connection, but it is from a place that proves to be difficult for the human presence alone to understand. The issue is that we get so wrapped up in the form that we as individuals become forgetful of where we really are. When we connect our brain waves to the possibilities beyond the physical we can start to gain a sense of how soul actually works. We as families are one, we as a human race are one from one step deeper. There is a perspective that even allows the individuated awareness in a brain to sense the universe as one entity. We are all energy, we are all moving through layers of experience and as separate as we may feel, the connection is eternal. Whether it is human babies coming into the world through you, or it is any other form ...

 We often assume that we are conscious only of the moments that we have awareness of the world that is in and around our brain and nervous system. But we move through long stretches of not being aware of anything in time and space. As we sleep our consciousness becomes completely disconnected from everything in existence. If we become aware of these moments as part of our experience through consciousness as potential, poised to be aware of anything at all, then that brings even the absence of awareness into being a portion of our conscious state. Similarly, at points in your existence you may become so engrossed in an activity that you forget time is passing until it is brought to your attention. Your experience becomes timeless within the play of time. This applies to the observable world in that you exist as a consciousless potential for all possibilities in active awareness. It is your non awareness that creates a large portion of your existence and as that it is part of what yo...

 Why are we here? I have come to this place, as this little tiny mass of atoms on a slightly larger clump of floating dirt so that I can have human experiences. I am here to watch and feel the snow fall, to smell the warmth of spring and summer wrap their energy around me. I am here to love and receive love. What do I want? I want every being on this planet to have access to comfort and an open door to joy. I also want my own experience to be gently adventuresome, surrounded by happy humans loving and sharing the gift of existence. Why do I want this? I see every person as a piece of the light and love that is pouring out of the first thought of "Í can". We are all doing the experiencing that makes up what can be a joy in living and growing together. Be part of the wonder in the world. Love, PEACE

 I have been working on being disconnected from time by realizing myself as an energy and not a physical being. As energy we are moving with a much looser connection to time and do not have to be affected by it in the same way. So we can be 40, or 35 at will by focusing on that point in our energy experience and making it what we are now. We are each full of power and it is when we remember to fill our bodies with love and share it with the world that surrounded us, then we have started the journey to eternal youth. Using the body in a fun way that keeps it loose and strong will create a higher quality and more youthful experience for you. Invigorating the mind with knowledge and inner seeking will grow your ability to function at higher levels of mental play in the world and within your own flesh. You may even become aware of your presence as conscious energy tapped into a brain and nervous system for experiencing the body and the world. It is work that becomes wonderful when you ...

 Time, space and consciousness are the three creative properties that make the layers of reality as we know it. There is a wave in two layers of existence that creates the assumption of moving through moments where experiences have cause and effect. Where things become, age and decay, then stop being in what we call a lifetime. We have the structural dimension of what we exist in, a place to play. This building blocks of this world are so well designed and we get so much experience through it, to the point where we become so involved that we lose our intention. The form of this reality overwhelms our consciousness until we find ourselves working only for it's comfort and joy, sometimes even at the cost of others. Consciousness is that part of everything that allows us to have individual awareness and be surrounded by structures and creatures. One of the mysteries of consciousness is that it is able to assume other forms in the places of dreams. But because the force of space and ti...

 The motion of space and time within the mind's earthly state of play assures us that we are trapped in their combined grip. With the power and influence they hold it can be difficult to stretch into the self as energy consciously overlooking as it all plays out. But that level of being is available for your brain to use and move into. When you have that in you, your presence can enjoy the whole experience as every now opens to you. Find your own power source and keep reminding yourself of what you are. Love, PEACE

 As time plays it's jolly game of manipulation in space, one must avoid the flow which it pushes into atomic wonder. We are movement of energy beyond all assumptions of physical being and we can control the reflection of our presence as it is shining back at us from this reality. Let your mind be the avenue of your power, streaming light and thought to fill your atoms with energy, while knowing their continuous activity and nuclear timeframe. Be movement within and around your body as you take in the experiences that this and every world offer. Love, PEACE

 Beyond minds we may find a position where our individual layers of thoughts are mingled and we can create landscapes for playing out experiences without affecting the body we have tapped into in this reality. We are able to be of this world and within a million other worlds as we grow our ability to be conscious of ourselves as more than just the body. Yet it is the miracle of our bodies that gives us the brain to use as a launch pad for knowing these many lives inside the all knowing that is holding the full creative flow of existence. You are a human with a brain. Through your brain your soul connects to this world to be the human. As that, your human self can be aware of billions of experiences through dreams and imagination. We can find our connection to everyone in the many layers beyond the current world. To know the life within each discovered world can grow your knowledge here and across the vastness of creation. You are so much more than the singled out individual and s...

 Death is just a change in your perception and if it is not just a change in your perception then it is the absence of perception altogether. Either way you are alright to let go and step away. Every consciousness that is tapped into a form will be moving through or into the same release to find themselves in the playfulness between time and space or nothing at all. If at death you wake to find yourself somewhere else as you slide your connection out of this human form which you are no longer able to return to it, then move into and be at one with what you have found. There is a chance that you may find a brain full of a knowledge and history separate from your own memories that is waiting to incorporate all the information you bring back from this world which you just left. Or you could be a monster that just engulfed the soul that was lying behind the atoms you were playing in and now you are tasting the suffering of the soul losing connection with the near eternal. You will be a...

 There are times when you become aware of yourself wrapped into the billions of layers that make up your connection to existence. You are the form visiting everyone's dreams, living multiple versions of self for the sake of their growth in understanding and pleasure. Your own openness to being their tool in developing perception is a gift to all that you know and you can only prosper from what they learn. The wakeful awareness of your presence in the miriads of worlds allows you to touch eternity through your soaring further into the all and nothing in everything. You can find yourself in the experience of another person as they are in a dream. How you choose to use this gift will determine what they may learn that will help them grow. The best avenue is to let your love for everything guide your responses to their actions. You can expand their joy through remaining at peace, sharing ease and letting them know that you love them. You can give knowledge and thoughts that they may c...

 Actually, I have been working on being disconnected from time by realizing myself as an energy and not a physical being. As energy we are moving with a much looser connection to time and do not have to be affected by it in the same way as when we recognize ourselves as just the human. We are each a portion of all that existence is, we are layers of creative possibilities up through thought, energy, space and time. As these things we are able to be the source of power behind our own presence in physical reality and we can choose how we each represent ourselves in it. So we can be present as a 40, or 35 year old body by focusing on that point in our energy experience and making it what we are being now. Aging is directly connected to time and the grip that we allow it to have on our being here. Aging is also connected to what we are eating and doing as we play with time, but that is a different conversation. When we put our focus too heavily on the movement of time it starts to tak...

 This one is all about me, for me and self serving. I am nothing. I am attempting to understand everything. I am seeking a position in awareness from which I can help a world of people to see their position in reality just a little different. I have no power. I am energy. The difference I seek in all is love. I hold the body in my presence as energy. The love I share is one of universal proportions. I want ease to surround me. I am creative. I am movement. I love receiving love. A perspective of love spread across the globe can then be spread across a star system and then a galaxy. Everyone can grow in knowing and awareness. I am equal to everything. I am part of you. I am an extension of all. My love is layered but open to all. My love is equal. I am inaction. You are action. I am an observer. I create worlds. All worlds grow on their own. I am a pace that is balanced for me. I seek ease in you. I am power working through all. I am death. I fail when I am not helping everyone to ...

 Walking the balance between light and dark, hugging your angel and your demon with love, allowing both to know the truth of all as we stand in every mind. When one is aware of the whole, one knows that they are the brain, the nerve that twitches the finger, the metal and the explosion. One is aware that they are the bullet, the air, the ripping flesh, the quick pain, the splashing of blood and the death filling the receiving brain. To be aware of the fullness of one's being leaves one to do nothing more than seek balance on all sides and in every action, and where balance cannot be had, then one seeks the gentle sway so as to keep the individual scale from swinging too wildly. With this being part of your thought process, you might take a different path and not be in the position to either send or receive energy in a form so aggressive that you may hurt another. You can work to avoid such waves in your experiences. To be in control of your own mind, your thoughts and emotions, kn...

 If we are eternal beings, one may realize the possibility that this experiential reality is for the joy and pleasure of going through all that physical existence can bring. From feeling blood, food and electrical impulses moving through our bodies to making love or eating and drinking flavorful things. What pleasures abound in this, while taking in the beauty of nature, the adventures available to us through human ingenuity and the wonders of the world. Adding in the mystery of experiencing death as if it were the end of all our existence brings us so much in the ways of what tapping into atomic structure gives to our conscious being. If we are eternal conscious energy, then it is the atoms which make this reality and give us the ability to experience these things. I challenge you to see the body and world at every level of being, then we may realize how we are using the body to have all of it available to us and start to treat them as the joy tools they are. It is a challenge t...

 Love, the ever flowing energy of unbound joy of experience itself. When one can look at everything within the universe and recognize it all as a portion of the self through the act of individual awareness and sense joy in the variety of experience that those portions bring you. To be forever loving what you see, find, run into, live or die through even if you do not like the actions being brought forth, is the only way when you choose unconditional love. If you fail at a task and you get fired from your job, even though you may be mad or unhappy, you will still love the self and being fired because of the experience you have brought yourself. If a person of authority builds chaos around you and you become frustrated with their actions but you are still able to see the shining wonder behind the veil of their form, then you are living unconditional love. Be an observer of experience and love all the experiences that move through and around the form you are living through. You are no...