About Five Minutes

Breath in, rest your hands, close your eyes and go into your mind. Let your consciousness slip away from the brain, step out into the vastness of space that is your connection to all awareness. Take note of the void and then look at everything. There it is, every moment of the life you are currently knowing as a you. All the moments of hurt, fear, anger, hate, joy, bliss and love. Feel it all, know that every moment is yours to move through as this strong devine consciousness that is in the vastness of being. Yes, you are devine here and in every portion because you are connected to everything. Now focus on any portion of your all, let it play out in front of you and sense your ability to change the way it affected and affects you by intervening as your wiser and more knowledgeable self. If you find all the places of hurt and fear, then feel free to rage and roar as the leopard thrashing through anything that caused suffering. See how it lies below your feet dead or grovelling; now loo...

 Finding the paths to the spirits of those we love and enjoying their energy through the play in the layers of connections that we all share. Knowing the energy is inside a portion of every individuals being, we all have the capability to loosen our grip on this Earth presence and gain access to all the energies that have been tied into space and time. We will find every possible emotion and type of experience floating within that awareness and we can follow streams of thoughtful presence into the waves of the souls spread out from that point through all the possibilities in the layers of existence. There are other avenues between the souls experiencing form in the many worlds of the multiverse that is layed out in realities, and we can play in so many ways with the other seemingly separate souls existing under the disguise of individual conscious energy in form. But recognizing the ever present connection between all our layers of being can remind us that we do it in love. You and...

 It is OK to recognize dark thoughts and feelings within yourself. It is OK to think of horrible things, we all have the darkest and most gruesome ideas pass through us once in a while. Anyone who denies it is only denying a portion of the truth in all existence; they are going to need space to grow. We want to be all light and love. When we recognize the layers of reality within each of us, is when we can see that the dark thoughts and ideas are a tiny portion of our selves. The human can feel these things so strongly that we can worry over what we might do, or just want to do it and see what happens. It is perfectly natural for our brains, with billions of neurons and our minds that are connected through the subconscious to thousands or millions of lives, to have some bad thoughts flow through. This does not make anyone a monster, and acting on these thoughts is not what the deeper layers of your self wants, but it understands and you can find love beyond them if you were to slip...

 Spirituality is in and out of the body. You are a human on this Earth, living a life with money, time, food, and weather; facing the ongoing need to keep yourself alive through everything. It is hard to not be focused on these things because of how each affects your comfort. Imagining ourselves without money, food or shelter can bring us to tears and high levels of anxiety because we feel like our body is all we have. Our pain, being cold or hot and hungry are all so real and seem inescapable when we are in the middle of any one of them. But we are able to see beyond each when we find our own connection to the spiritual landscape within our body and just outside the mind. I have not discovered a way to survive without food or having some way to stay warm in freezing weather, I have found that we can experience hunger as something outside of what we are. Cold and hot can be felt as energy hovering around a form you are using to take each in for the pleasure of their presence. We ca...

 I have a home, I have some property and I like to think that I have a right to use it without worrying about someone coming in and staking claim to any part of it. But, I have to consider the history behind this house and property; it was once a land where an entire native nation lived, shared experiences and then was nearly killed off and penned up in little areas. My land was not always white people's land, along with all the land of this country. I call you to recognize where you are, how you have what you have, and where your people came from. If the generations of your family do not stretch back into this place before the Spanish hit the South and the English later trampled the North, then you have to consider how equal your right to the land is as anyone else who is trying to live and be part of a community that has some ease. You are equally a foreign presence putting territorial pressure on the original people of the land, as much so as anyone else who's families arriv...

 God is everything. God is everyone. Allah surrounds each of us. All that exists is within Brahman. You are a portion of the universe. No person or place is closer to God than you, we are all directly connected to God. Your heart can guide you when you live by love. No person is more anointed than you to serve love and find joy in all that God's creation offers. Destroying others and tearing anyone down is against God. Live in love, know fear but do not let it be your main guide. Guide and remind others with love when they are not doing the same. You are to put no person or place between you and God. You are a descendant of the stars, made of the atoms that they created. We are all born of the original explosion of energy into existence. With the Big bang we see the birth of everything, stretching down to you and me, we are all equal. The same basic atoms that make my body are in you, neither of us is more a part of the universe than the other. Love, PEACE

 Sometimes we find ourselves in the flow of the forces of nature in the middle of existence, and despite our own desires or fears we are asked to alter our state of being to continue with that flow. I have found my own choices moving through time have become so altered and twisted that from one year to the next I was nearly unrecognizable to my mind. While I changed, despite becoming more responsible, supporting more than my own life and mingling with the minds of others I have kept my heart playful and full of joy. As I toy around in the structured view of reality that so many people hold onto, I move with their fears or desires to be a guide in this place. I have had to bend to help them see a little more of the light and power that resides in them. I have given into time, I have handed my body over to space and my mind is often now a tool for others, but I remain within these layers because I am open to move with the flow as it is. I may push here and want to pull back there, bu...

 When someone has hurt you, no matter the intention of the action against you, it can leave a scar like a brand that was placed on on your mind and heart. How long you focus on the brand determines how much of your life they took control of. The more you allow their actions to flow through your mind over time the more power they have over your heart and life even if they are unaware. Up to and after their death we might allow them to rule over our lives and drive our actions and the changes we make because of how much focus we put on what they did to us. In order to get our own power back we have to stand up in our hearts and minds and let them know that we are done giving in to their will and we are not going to focus on the little speck of energy they are in our lives. We can be bigger, more powerful and free of them 99% of the time and when our focus is on living in the beauty of the world that surrounds us now, then we have taken back our existence. Flashes of memory will tap a...

 You may find yourself in the midst of a nightmare and you might fear for the loss of all that you know your existence to be. It is often so easy to be scared and deceived by a moment, you can forget all that you have ever learned of what makes up you. Fear smolders and creates a smoke that blocks out everything else. But you and I have more to us than fear can ever hold back. When one faces fear, accepts it as a portion of their greater being, then it begins to lose power. Fear can be strong, so we must often push deeper. You and I must open the doors to our source and find the light that is blazing bright filling everything from where we begin to where we are. If faced with any fear, please remember to open your mind to that light and let it embrace you till you see how far and wide that we each stretch as consciousness in creation. You, your dreams, love, anger, fear and all that make you the unique individual that you are resides beyond the form that you are living in right no...

 I can not stop the hate within me, it flows and moves as part of my essence. There are moments that bring forth such anger and rage in hates presence, and it is in these moments that I learn my level of self-control. In bringing my own emotions under control, I find myself leaning back into love, a love that shines over everything and it replaces the rage with joy and hope. Again, I must use self-control to restrain and share the amount of love that is right for the moment. Hate and Love have power over us, until we learn to control each.   Love,  PEACE

 Many of us have had trauma, bad experiences or straight up tragedy in our lives. We have to deal with these things after we have lived past them, and past events can be as painful or scary now as they were when they happened. These experiences can hold us down and force us to live in fear, or we can push ourselves beyond them and find a life more at ease. I can only recommend the path I know for dealing with past trauma as I consider the fear and pain of my own history. I look back to see a landscape of life floating within my mind, there are so many moments to see. Some moments I am a baby, a boy, a man laughing playfully. Others hold a body gripped in various levels of fear, and then the painful memories pop up like mountains, tall and hard to climb. These are surrounded by hills, valleys and fields; all my life, the good, the bad and the boring. But, like walking across the Earth's landscape, I find it all so lovely from this perspective, looking back over the experience of m...

 When you find yourself in a place where you may feel there has been an abundance of negative energy, then take a moment to clear the space. This can be done for homes, rentals, or just someplace you are walking through. Wherever you are, remember that you are a force in that space. I will use a creepy old basement for example; you are standing in a room, the walls are gray with age and there is some graffiti. The vibe makes you feel like a child that was tortured in that room, and you just want to run. But you stand and recognize that it is just a residual energy and you are a grown person in what feels like a dungeon; so like in any horror film, just stand there. You are in this erie space as you look out; now close your eyes and go within. Look into your present being, see how much power you have as this body, you are a full sized thinking, breathing and living human. You are motivated to find your perfect life, and you hold many layers of power and love. Imagine you are lo...

 I found myself considering the thoughts of my youth, and comparing them to the words circling the conscious stream of ideas around the globe. Darkness, the dark side, the monster, demon and horror movie inside each of us is supposed to be accepted and integrated before we can be free as individuals seeking inner peace or enlightenment. I was asked about my past thoughts and tried to explain where I was when I was writing the horrible thoughts down to share with anyone who was bored enough to read them. There was once a time when I was a smiling, happy go lucky guy who tried to bring a smile to everyone I met, but the stream of ideas passing through were full of death and destroying life. I enjoyed challenging myself to be the most grotesque and horrible writer around. The image of a calm and funny writer of gruesome stories, famed for his dark words was my driving force; I would let others read a story and laugh at their response. I was called a monster more than once, I was thri...

 Every time you step into the void there is the chance that in letting go of this reality that it slips away completely and you end up in one that is separated by the width of a hair. Can you imagine such a subtle difference, so slight that it is like you have not moved but something is not exactly the same. Where did you go last night as you slept? Are you still in the same place now as when you slipped away from consciousness? How are you sure? If the change is small then you may never know, and the people in your original reality will not know because the consciousness that was in the body that you are now occupying is living over there, probably not recognizing the difference either. A swap of worlds between worlds unknown.  Have a good night, sleep well.  Love, PEACE 

I find that fear can be so much fun, I mean I hate it when it hits me, but the laughs after are excellent. Fear is a game and it can be played with a smile. In the song 'Innocense' Bjork mentions the ease of being fearless, and then she tries to explain the joy of realizing fear again. If we dive into experiences and taste lifes fullness, we will best recognize the purpose and wonder of fear. We quickly develop a fear of heights as babies, and many more fears work their way into our minds as we grow up. We each work through fears at our own pace, and it is the fears that we have overcome which empower us and move us to new challenges. Some fears should be respected even if they lose their grip on us. You may grow to be comfortable standing on a steel beam 44 stories above the ground, but you should still wear a harness and tether for the occasional slip. We should have a bit of discomfort looking into the eyes of a tiger and there should be a fear that keeps you from walking up...

 No matter where you are on your path, what you do with your path or how you try to trash your path, it is still your path and sometimes it walks you where you are supposed to be when you thought you were running away laughing. We are all striding down one path in particular, that is human life in the grand scheme, which currently includes birth, growing, aging and dying. I am intrigued by the whole life process, but where this path brings every form of life on the planet has been of particular interest to me since our family dog died when I was about seven or eight. Death of the earth form has been assumed to be the end all be all of our running away and of life itself. What if that point on the path of human life and death walks you to somewhere you never expected?  We live as human bodies, our skin and bones tell us that we are real, and our brain receives the signals from the rest of our body while also thinking deep searching thoughts. We go through the experiences of ...

Time is short, we are moving and existing in the wonderland of our minds, each of which gives access to experience in this life and it's dreams. This brain in time is not the source of your power, it is not the source of your life, but it is the one thing that connects you to this world. Without the structure of the clumped atoms that are inside your head there is no earth, no solar system, galaxy or universe. There is no way for your conscious energy to play out being this person trying to find the truth of existence. If you don't think that your human is trying to reach the truth, then you had better guess again. You are closest to knowing that this is what you are here for when you feel unaccomplished, like you are not striving towards your true goal, or that you are wasting time circling the same life pattern over and over again. The downward spiral which so often brings us to our lowest point in life can be used as a tool to thrust oneself into the business of knowing wha...

We each have the power to activate thoughts, pull up memories and consciously move into dreams. As we push our minds in their abilities to deal with the strange and unusual, we are transforming the way we perceive the experiences of this reality and all possible dimensions of existence. Their are already more of you than you have imagined. Has anyone ever said that they saw you in a dream, have two people ever had two completely different dreams of you in one night? Consider that your conscious energy, your soul is stretched out in hundreds or thousands of directions, and you are connected to every version of you and living in every alternate reality that we understand as dreams. If you can know yourself as you, your dream selves, the versions of you that anyone else ever knows you as in their dreams, then you can begin to understand a slightly greater portion of what it may be like to hold the consciousness of that which is all and everything. Keep digging, go slow and don't lose...

Stepping over the edge as consciousness guides your mind into the multiple layers of reality, we slowly move our energy from wavelength A to B and then we look into C; realities overlapping with small shifts in perception separating all of them. Speeding at what feels like a billion miles per hour as the brainwaves switch from visual cortex A to B and then C, as the brain falls asleep and enters dream states while the portion of the visual cortex responsible for receiving the information coming from the eyes drops in activity. We find that the area of the brain that is responsible for interpreting what has come in is active and that we are able to see various realities with the mind that turns off one levels set of brain area functions to turn on another levels brain functions in those regions in another wavelength of existence. So, Jason part A falls asleep to find Jason part B when the frontal lobe, etc kicks in and another wavelengths eye signal receiver in the visual cortex turns ...

The speed at which you can receive thought is where evolution is taking us, driven to be at the cusp of creative consciousness we push towards brain empowerment. We are moving towards empowerment on all levels of existence, and this power we have can be shared by everyone. It is not food based, it is not space or time based, it is consciousness based. Expand the minds of the people around you, accept their concepts and ideas and allow them to live their dreams as fully as possible. Our dreams and hopes can overlap in their differences, one persons desires need not make them your enemy when their world image differs from your own. Share atomic structure on more than one level of awareness and allow the rules of this world to help you play out your lives in peaceful harmony of an ever expanding human field of activity. We are to live in love while we act out our desires and we are to not impose upon others any control that hinders their wants and needs to the extent that they also not i...