It moves
Sometimes we find ourselves in the flow of the forces of nature in the middle of existence, and despite our own desires or fears we are asked to alter our state of being to continue with that flow. I have found my own choices moving through time have become so altered and twisted that from one year to the next I was nearly unrecognizable to my mind. While I changed, despite becoming more responsible, supporting more than my own life and mingling with the minds of others I have kept my heart playful and full of joy. As I toy around in the structured view of reality that so many people hold onto, I move with their fears or desires to be a guide in this place. I have had to bend to help them see a little more of the light and power that resides in them. I have given into time, I have handed my body over to space and my mind is often now a tool for others, but I remain within these layers because I am open to move with the flow as it is. I may push here and want to pull back there, but I am just creating ebs or ripples in this vast power of all existence. It is when I am the most pliable that I remain truest to who I am and create the most wonderful experience for those I support and give my life to. I am not the same as when I started, but I am still every boy and man that I have been along the way. As I give myself over I watch the world moving around me and as this person I take part in creating the most beautiful space by freely flowing with the river I am in. My heart, open as a raft, is my support and guide to being the person I can love through it all.
Love,
PEACE
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