About Five Minutes

 Like the mind taking a break and slipping out of the dimensional fabric of this reality, we find our bodies have relaxed as one grows their ability to stretch their awareness further into the certainty of what is beyond. It is at those moments that we remember how small a portion of our individual energy being is tapped into this here and now. We span lifetimes and great landscapes of play with multidimensional knowledge available for our many individuated selves to share across the brains of every here and now. When we open up and recognize consciousness as the source of every form, then we come to have consciousness as a tool to find any thought we ever need at all times. We are not living in these bodies, we are living as these bodies from the experience absorbing conscious energy, a place of being that has certainty of the source right back to the nothing, as well as the building blocks of awareness up to every point of being. The points where we are able to really enjoy the p...

 Human consciousness is moving towards a type of thinking that recognizes the way that we are woven into the physical experience. The fabric of space-time has frequency sewn through it, and that creates layers in the material of realities. We as waves of thoughtful energy flow through this combination of material and frequency to push ideas of the possibilities in, creating the connection where landscapes are formed. The certainty of the singular reality is sliding away, making room for multidimensional experience to be readily available to our brains through our minds. We are turning round a bend in what consciousness is aware of and finding so many fields of play available to our active mind and accessable in our woken thinking. The car is already on the road, the pavement is smooth and there are no obstacles in the way as we continue our drive. The form of your body is a tool for your conscious being and the connection is through the brain experiencing the nervous system, which ...

  We each have available within our conscience, the capability to find any moment in our history and make a change in that time which alters the flow from then on. You can watch your entire life roll out differently to find a you that may have a completely different vantage point from the one you have now. Once you find that other perspective, embrace the way it allowed you to feel and then live for a moment in that mindset. After you do that you can bring that mindset here and use it to change your outlook on this life. You have the power to change your future by creating a whole new history for your consciousness, and using that to overwrite the feelings that may be hindering you here. You are not removing the history of the current reality, you are just moving your perspective to a slightly different story of your creation that may empower you. You just have to let it be a possibility of what makes you powerful enough to see a new path into your future. If you do this once it ca...

 It is where you are connected to this reality, it is your tool to experience such a powerfully created grouping of forms. The problem is that we become so wrapped up in this thing that we allow it to overwhelm our awareness of the conscious presence we are. You are a being able to be a form in energy and a formless flow of all possible thinking. As we become better acquainted with our presence as energy touching atoms, we will become better at experiencing what this reality brings. Our current loss of self that pulls us so deeply into the experience of the world outside, as a version of an all encompassing place, is feeding the chaos that interferes with the truth of being so much more than the body. We think our body as the only form that we need to feed, the only way to experience a life or dreams. I assure you that you are so much more than this one thing. It is true, we are wonderful bodies that we barely understand, because we live from the outside world in. There is so much ...

 Who do you follow? Do you accept who you are? Can you look in the mirror to see your entire history with all the wicked thoughts mingled with the good, and still love the human that is there? Can you accept that you are still wonderful and lovable despite all those actions that you think were not your best moments? You are a dynamic history of experiences and you may have done horrible things, or you may have just done a little bad; either way you should know that you are more than your actions in the past. Even if you have been a saint your whole life, it does not make up all that you are and once we each open our minds and hearts to the many layered and ever changing beings that we are, that is when you can start to live as a whole person.  Who do you follow? As a whole person you can recognize others who are not living as one within their own self. Because you have embraced every part of your self, you can see when someone is hiding part of their own being from themselves....

 We are such a multifaceted and multiexperiential presence in existence that it can be amazing to the point of complete awe. When you recognize the self as energy, the light touching into the folds of space, time, physical and mental awareness you may first see your self as one wrapped into a little human body. Your thinking and experiencing form will stay in that state until you open your senses to merge with everything around you. Then after time and perhaps multiple meditations on this process of change in perception using spiritual practices, you will find generations of self here and now within your awareness. As a needle pushed into many layers of fabric placed one atop another 5, 10 or 100 sheets thick, it causes the fabric to bend and wrap around it. The tip slips through each layer, touching all of them at once as each connection plays out a separate roll in a slightly altered reality of form in space and time; you are like a needle of light sharing it's life with all the ...

 We are mingled with space and time in such a way that we find it nearly impossible to separate our experience from them. We are a force of experience that uses space and time to express a flow in the action of our being. Together our energies have worked out the layers of all that can be, and we use it for the joy of creative play in what the endless possibilities make available. We are developers of knowledge, growers of understanding and learners along our paths in or out of space and time. Here on this planet we move and change with all that we go through, and every part of it is for our experience enjoying self. As we live at this level we are reminded so often of the value of a healthy environment which is exactly where we came from. In our source we are giving, sharing and continuously loving, and we send that energy into this layer of the experience as we expand what can be. But this reality has been made in such a way that the sense of separation allows for complete loss o...

Breath in, rest your hands, close your eyes and go into your mind. Let your consciousness slip away from the brain, step out into the vastness of space that is your connection to all awareness. Take note of the void and then look at everything. There it is, every moment of the life you are currently knowing as a you. All the moments of hurt, fear, anger, hate, joy, bliss and love. Feel it all, know that every moment is yours to move through as this strong devine consciousness that is in the vastness of being. Yes, you are devine here and in every portion because you are connected to everything. Now focus on any portion of your all, let it play out in front of you and sense your ability to change the way it affected and affects you by intervening as your wiser and more knowledgeable self. If you find all the places of hurt and fear, then feel free to rage and roar as the leopard thrashing through anything that caused suffering. See how it lies below your feet dead or grovelling; now loo...

 Finding the paths to the spirits of those we love and enjoying their energy through the play in the layers of connections that we all share. Knowing the energy is inside a portion of every individuals being, we all have the capability to loosen our grip on this Earth presence and gain access to all the energies that have been tied into space and time. We will find every possible emotion and type of experience floating within that awareness and we can follow streams of thoughtful presence into the waves of the souls spread out from that point through all the possibilities in the layers of existence. There are other avenues between the souls experiencing form in the many worlds of the multiverse that is layed out in realities, and we can play in so many ways with the other seemingly separate souls existing under the disguise of individual conscious energy in form. But recognizing the ever present connection between all our layers of being can remind us that we do it in love. You and...

 The body is always poised and ready to respond to a touch or a sound, anything of the world that may interact with it. Our forms are part of the structured reality within which we move as humans. Since they are part of the world, these bodies want to take part in the occurrences here through action and reaction. Even as you sleep the brain is sending and receiving energy across the neural networks. There is no denying that the physical body is functioning and ready for action while your consciousness steps out of it. That is part of the great design of the body, it does it's thing even when what makes you aware of it has stepped away.  Your self that knows this body and any dream state form does leave the body and this world on a nightly basis, at death and before conception too. You as a conscious thinking entity leave the body in a vulnerable state and during these times when your aware self is not concerned at all about the waves in the brain or your neural networks sendin...

 It is OK to recognize dark thoughts and feelings within yourself. It is OK to think of horrible things, we all have the darkest and most gruesome ideas pass through us once in a while. Anyone who denies it is only denying a portion of the truth in all existence; they are going to need space to grow. We want to be all light and love. When we recognize the layers of reality within each of us, is when we can see that the dark thoughts and ideas are a tiny portion of our selves. The human can feel these things so strongly that we can worry over what we might do, or just want to do it and see what happens. It is perfectly natural for our brains, with billions of neurons and our minds that are connected through the subconscious to thousands or millions of lives, to have some bad thoughts flow through. This does not make anyone a monster, and acting on these thoughts is not what the deeper layers of your self wants, but it understands and you can find love beyond them if you were to slip...

 Spirituality is in and out of the body. You are a human on this Earth, living a life with money, time, food, and weather; facing the ongoing need to keep yourself alive through everything. It is hard to not be focused on these things because of how each affects your comfort. Imagining ourselves without money, food or shelter can bring us to tears and high levels of anxiety because we feel like our body is all we have. Our pain, being cold or hot and hungry are all so real and seem inescapable when we are in the middle of any one of them. But we are able to see beyond each when we find our own connection to the spiritual landscape within our body and just outside the mind. I have not discovered a way to survive without food or having some way to stay warm in freezing weather, I have found that we can experience hunger as something outside of what we are. Cold and hot can be felt as energy hovering around a form you are using to take each in for the pleasure of their presence. We ca...

 I have a home, I have some property and I like to think that I have a right to use it without worrying about someone coming in and staking claim to any part of it. But, I have to consider the history behind this house and property; it was once a land where an entire native nation lived, shared experiences and then was nearly killed off and penned up in little areas. My land was not always white people's land, along with all the land of this country. I call you to recognize where you are, how you have what you have, and where your people came from. If the generations of your family do not stretch back into this place before the Spanish hit the South and the English later trampled the North, then you have to consider how equal your right to the land is as anyone else who is trying to live and be part of a community that has some ease. You are equally a foreign presence putting territorial pressure on the original people of the land, as much so as anyone else who's families arriv...

  Finding yourself in between states of certainty is the wonder of growing awareness. To recognize the human, the organs, cells down to the atoms through the creative layers that make it up is wonderful. Then to understand self as a energy beyond those things that cause physical reality and knowing what has been called soul can release one to another level of perception beyond fear into pure love. As love one can accept it's place in the light that is a portion of the force in everything and from there we sence the between. Between all the states of being there are moments of not being anything at all; it is when you notice these points in your being that you can find understanding of the connection between everything and nothing. You, me, everyone and everything are equal parts of something so miraculous that has created billions of layers of creative experience from absolutely nothing. In nothing we exist and as that each of us is connected to everything. Separation fades as one ...

 I look around the society of the United States, a people that I believe in and trust on so many personal levels. But as a whole system I see blockades, loopholes and process designs that block Americans of color from many positions and general development despite the level of knowledge and education they have. There are little variances in the way our system and I hope by accident the people also put extra negative pressure on our fellow Americans of African descent. One can see similar actions and conditions applied across the board towards all our people in the nation or corporations, but there seems to be a way that the whole system aims at negatively affecting the development and growth of those in our society that have darker skin tones. Ramping up with the highest nuance creating the tripping points for Americans with African roots. From our school system which starts to create this pressure at the beginning levels of education to the money holding banks, corporations and go...

 As we grow in understanding, it is a wonder to consciousness once you realize that the body is a moment for the eternal energy awareness. When you see that, then the body is to be cherished for all that it brings. Not because it is the beginning of a soul, or that it determines the rest of your existence; but because it allows you to have this moment. Each second of life is a play for your thinking self, there are avenues to happiness within every experience when you are in touch with the portion of your self that is actively aware just beyond your brain. Knowing you are alive at this level, you can see where anyone not looking at life from this vantage point is missing an opportunity to be in a truly joy filled world based on love for the moments. You also see that there is no before or after life to worry about, because you are before and you are after each human experience and this bodies life. You know that you are energy and you see the whole world as a part of the many layer...

 Life can bring wonder, even going through death of self and others can be amazing to the experiential soul. I am brought back to this topic because of the suffering and lack of certainty I see in the eyes of people after a loved one dies. I will start with bringing what we actually exist as into perspective. We are a tiny speck of our true life when we are living here as humans. Like you, I am flesh which is created by energy consciously touching atoms to make such a vivid illusion of life. Here we live our life disconnected from the rest of existence because we recognize ourselves as individuals. But it is amazing to me that we forget our individual is made of many parts, that are made of more parts, and so on we move beyond the microcosm until we recognize our self as just energy. Consider energy and human death, the life experiencing self was just touching the atomic layer of reality, but has pulled out of that portion of the structure of our world leaving a different energy th...

 When I see my child, a mate, a coworker and even strangers finding joy I almost always have a sense of joy filling me. There is no doubt that we are social beings, here to grow, play, work and die in a community. I have thought about and wondered over death since I was 12, at times I determined that life was without reason due to it's definite end. My vantage point has changed but human death is as certain as ever and still I work to find a way to make life more wonder filled for others. I appease my own desires but also am trying to open minds to a world full of happy people; I feel it is a part of why I exist, even if I have to live to be 150 to help it happen. We try to live by logic as it flows in from the human brain, until the vision of self is expanded to soul, then beyond to being a portion of all, everything and nothing. From there one is the whole and life is a portion of a limitless supply of possible experiences as the entirety of every portion of existence. It is at t...

 I find myself worrying about everyone's physical being, but truly it is their connection to understanding that I am concerned about. Suffering and pain, a long time ago I wrote that these were what life was made of. At that time I was living as nothing more than a body on a planet in a universe that I pictured to be as big as our galaxy. My concept of being was so limited and my focus was on one level of life that is truly microscopic when we allow ourselves to know more about the universe with all it's galaxies. It is mind blowing when one can begin to imagine the layers of consciousness that are held within the awareness of every human body in every state of being. Then the realization of the wonder behind having any form of thinking at all should be amazing as we stand as one portion of a whole that can be so confounding. Because we have been standing here thinking of ourselves as all important, when really we are each a tool of our whole to experience another possibility o...

 Dearest God, all, everything, nothing thank you for our knowing the ever present love that you pour over creation and feeling it in our hearts. Dear universe, thank you for aligning the star dust within us to move back into the right flow. Dear earth, thank you for filling us with nourishing life as you hold us in your loving motherly arms. Dear friends thank you for being in tune with all of this. Blessings and love over all. Love, PEACE