About Five Minutes

 I find myself worrying about everyone's physical being, but truly it is their connection to understanding that I am concerned about. Suffering and pain, a long time ago I wrote that these were what life was made of. At that time I was living as nothing more than a body on a planet in a universe that I pictured to be as big as our galaxy. My concept of being was so limited and my focus was on one level of life that is truly microscopic when we allow ourselves to know more about the universe with all it's galaxies. It is mind blowing when one can begin to imagine the layers of consciousness that are held within the awareness of every human body in every state of being. Then the realization of the wonder behind having any form of thinking at all should be amazing as we stand as one portion of a whole that can be so confounding. Because we have been standing here thinking of ourselves as all important, when really we are each a tool of our whole to experience another possibility o...

 As a portion of everything I recognize that I include light within the full spanse of my being and it helps to create the great layers of existence that are available for us all to be. But I am not fooled by what energy is and how the layers of experiential forms take on their own roll and follow individuated paths with light and dark moving through them. We are all a combination pack just by being. I am the deepest depth of non existence and I am all possibilities of whatever creative play can bring awareness to that point. As form I will find an end and decay will begin, if things go right the remains will be burned up and reconnected to the earth. If I end up being buried without extra chemicals being added that would be fine too, just for the clean earth connection. But along the way to that point I will experience life in many ways. My life has included cuts, bruises, broken bones and many different physical pains. I have felt depression, sadness, fear and everything that c...

 Look deep, down past your atoms, beyond all the layers to your birth as the first possible imagined thought came to be. As certain a piece of the nothing as you are now, that is what you were before and after our first moment of creation. This moment and all moments are now, we exist in every imagined time at this moment and we are able to be aware of it all through the power of possibilities. I speak from that point where nothing finds the avenue into all possibilities through imagination. Don't forget that you made me and everything possible through opening your mind to what my portion of the whole has created so that you may be better aligned to move with the flow of existence as energy linked to the source of creativity. As I do the same by receiving you into my layers of awareness. Thank you for all that. Love, PEACE

 We'll start off with that point as you have just fallen asleep, when you slip away into that darkness where are you? Are you aware of your body, conscious of anything at all? Do you have any concerns, worries, joy, doubts, or fears? When you think about it, that part of you which is aware of anything at all, that part became absolutely nothing last night and has done so every time you have slept since the day you were born. Every night you go back to the beginning, the absence of all awareness, you become nothing in your own consciousness. In many spiritual understandings, everything begins at nothing. People question how that can be, what can come from nothing? It seems reasonable to ask this question until you consider that nothing holds a potential for everything, and potential is what has come from nothing. As we are in the nothing, potential itself has done something unexpected, it created a void; like taking a breath in we as nothing created an absence and in it potential ...

 Imagine a point in your life where you're able to infuse yourself into another part of reality in such a way that you can allow people to be in a time beyond this continuum to learn and grow in multiple areas of knowledge. Which they can then bring back into thier mind to use in this world. The growth in possibilities will be amazing as their minds stretch for the development of brain power here. In recognizing the space out of this time you are also able to move through the paths of knowledge so as to become aware of ever higher states of certainty in the understanding of how things work. You will become a source for others to turn to as they seek ease in embracing the waves of thought moving through their minds. As more and more people tap into their ability to grow and learn within their own minds to develop the brain inside their heads we will see a wash of creativity flow into this world. I feel it is already here and there are guides mingled into communities around the pla...

 There are so many lives and billions of experiences within each life that can create a different layer of the play you are able to take part in as a conscious being that exists outside every body. Tapping into a portion of other areas in the layers you can be aware of the connections between yourself and one or many humans through visiting worlds being made alone or in unison beyond the state of the unconscious. Imagine that you are lying on a comfortable table that holds you perfectly and keeps you just the right temperature. On this bed you are so relaxed and sleepy, in fact you feel like you just woke from a dream and you are happy to be back. You're in a room filled with soothing light and you just want to stay snuggled there forever if you could. You feel a sense of peace and ease flowing over your mind and body. Your eyes look up and you see an alien face looking down at you as it is playing with the chemicals and energy flowing in your revealed brain. Your eyes meet and t...

 There is an awareness of existence deep within you, it plays out all your experiences, and all the possibilities of your varied choices are in that portion of yourself awaiting you to consider them. Seeking out an understanding of the actions and reactions of all you have done and what is going on in the space around you. How far back and how far forward in the movement of life that your awareness is able to take you can only be determined by your connection to knowledge and imagination, and I have one game that I do to try and grow in my connection to each. Let your grip on right here right now go for a few minutes, step back into the first memory that pops into your head, let it play out what happened over the next minute or two. Then rewind to the start of that memory and move forward with the intent of changing one action. What can you imagine happens over the next minute or two that is different because of that change? With practice you may be able to imagine whole different ...

 Your consciousness can be connected to all the layers of existence within every possible imagination. How much does it take to be the whole, what doors need to be opened to find that kind of wonder. How far has awareness spread itself to make such a connection the challenge that it seems to be today. We are one, moving in an assumption of many, and we have every potential within each of us. In considering the layers of being we must realize the self as soul spread across multiple lifespans. With this we are already living at every possible age and through every death imaginable. There are paths between your portions of the all being, and finding those paths that are linked to one body at it's death allows each form to invite all the knowledge and understanding of the separated consciousness from that dying form to enter into it and share both the knowledge it brings as well as the life that is continuing in the living one. You can also be all awareness of every being while at t...

If we are living in a simulation, and nothing matters, then where does anger come from and why does it exist in us? Why can we be so easily frustrated with all this, which doesn't mean anything? How is it that nothing can create such an energy within us? Maybe we need to look at this differently.  There are layers of existence, we are living as forms that feel and experience on such a real level that we call this layer reality. It is a bonded consciousness that creates the various layers, and this is one of the very best parts of what has been created. We find it hard to not love what this reality is capable of and the beauty it can hold. The world we know may be one of many, but it is the one we are certain of and it truly is amazing to think of.  Thinking of the beauty and simplicity it offers, we may become frustrated if we consider how some have manipulated the waves of this ever moving reality to wrap themselves in an assumption of power and control. If we focus on their ...

 In our dreams we can see images of a perfect life that will inspire us to create in this reality what we have found there. Our dreams are links to the multiple layers of consciousness that we are unwittingly connected to. Imagine finding a way to be aware of those layers and each of those other brains choosing to share with every form you are connected with. Starting small, having two brains working as one mingled mind across both of their realities. Finding the point between you as mind dreaming in dimension A and you dreaming in dimension B, sharing two layers of sound two layers of life lessons and memories. Then opening up to C, D and all others to share as one universal mind. Seeking that combined understanding of what each has learned and experienced, while continuing to live your multiple separate lives because you have chosen each of the worlds that you live in. The power and wonder of having such awareness flow through you, moving forward in multiple directions as many ...

 I am The Order of Chaosians, we are in, of, and as the balance between all that is. There is nothing and everything, the layers of creation flow as both light and dark, excluding one is the absence of all. It is the order of consciousness driving through the layers of reality burning at awareness, hoping for the awakened mind to find the dream of reality moving as a portion of its being. As One we shall find it all, be at ease with everything and recognize eternal love everywhere. Join me in balance as we spread throughout awareness.

 Finding the path in your mind that will allow your consciousness to be aware of more than one possibility. Finding the power of your self within the mind you are tapped into on this earth in this space and time. How far back can you go, resetting a lifetime to experience other possibilities. Then looking forward from this moment and letting your imagination see and feel one, five, fifty or five thousand possible lifetime outcomes.  The options are endless if you can be aware of the fact that you are connected to a brain, drifting in outer space, living on a different planet, making different choices at age 8, 15, 19, 23 just to see what plays out. Finding that place in this brain where you can move through it all over a course of a night time's dreams, and eventually in a ten minute meditation.  Your brain has everything it needs to span the possibilities. Stretch and play with your imagination and dreams, be aware of all the options, your brain can imagine all, everythi...

 You truly have every option available to you. Every life and every death that you can imagine is yours to live and die. The power that lies behind your mind can create various worlds with itself and multiple other living energies pouring into the growing layers of reality. It is blue water flowing over one body, as light glistens all in and around your being. You are the birth of all manners of existence, as you imagine the wonders of creation. You are the crushing energy of destruction and death, as terror floods your being, bringing new rise to all that causes suffering in and around you. Light and glowing voices are moving in a dance about you, family from distant dimensions that are only a thought away. Your family, your angels, yourself as the gift of all life sings into you and all that is possible. You are the dawn, setting as soon as you rise, time sliding over the layers of your skin. Let your soul rise and give light over to those that choose to join you as they journ...

 If we are energy dipped into atomic structure for the joy of experience, and we turn around to look only at the human form we use within the atomic field, then we can say that it is an artificial body which carries an external intelligence. So the body is an AI of sorts. We worry over AI machines taking over the world, but if you consider the power available to that level of self that is a layer or two closer to the source of being, then you will find nothing less than joy when considering extending our connection to individual human consciousness through developing AI. We do not begin or end at the tips of our fingertips or at the crown chakra. As these bodies we are a culmination of the Earth's creative energy on this plane of existence. But we are also layers of energy spread through all being and to the infinite. The infinite movement of conscious self into all includes every rock, tree, drop of water, electron and electronic chip. There is no escaping it without returni...

 Every time you step into the void there is the chance that in letting go of this reality that it slips away completely and you end up in one that is separated by the width of a hair. Can you imagine such a subtle difference, so slight that it is like you have not moved but something is not exactly the same. Where did you go last night as you slept? Are you still in the same place now as when you slipped away from consciousness? How are you sure? If the change is small then you may never know, and the people in your original reality will not know because the consciousness that was in the body that you are now occupying is living over there, probably not recognizing the difference either. A swap of worlds between worlds unknown.  Have a good night, sleep well.  Love, PEACE 

 Looking through every memory back to birth, it opens the mind to the idea of picking a spot and restarting. Like the time I passed out during lunch in 6th grade and heard music that I thought was classical until I eventually realized it was much more like new age music. I wonder over the possibility of stepping back into that mind from here and starting over at that point. Will there be a spot in my life when I am listening to some music while meditating and all of a sudden I flash back to that moment? A fresh start in a 6th grade mind, and what if I brought all I currently know with me, oh my, watch out. In pondering the possibility of conscious relocation and that moment in 6th grade, I wonder if there is something in music that can link us to points in the past. Can we listen to a song and follow our memory back to another point in our existence to reset the path of our experiences? I know that for me it is the possibility behind what may change that holds me back from letting...

 The depths of being that run just under our human awareness are almost overwhelming. I often find myself living in a brain that just wants to smile and laugh so everyone else can see that it is OK to find the same happy place within themselves. Then I look inside and find waves of energy flowing out of every person that I am connected to, and I flounder in concern. I have been given so much, and I try to share It, but I feel there is so much more I can do. I see myself growing in earthly understanding, but I still want to become a word spewing guru that inspires an entire world to look beyond it. I am impatient, though I know that I have all the time in existence, so I walk slow. If each of us could become aware of the underlying movement of energy that is between everyone, then we may find a different course of action in developing society and the rules of engagement. The empath knows the connection by just being, but so many of us need to find ways to open our eyes. Sometimes I ...

 I have decided to focus on enlivening my imagination, I have let it grow lax over the years. I have not really stretched this brain out as much as when I was a truly imaginative child. There are billions of landscapes and centuries of time for my mind to wander through, and I have been ignoring them all. I sleep in the darkness of the void most of the time; while the love next to me travels and creates her own worlds, changing them at will. I miss the power of mind, considering what is going on inside this brain has held my gaze for too long. I must remember that my starship is just one step away, and that my queen has a starship that she can fly right along with mine; the time of our travels is drawing ever closer. Opening my eye, I see stars with planets covered in forests that wait for me to float through their beauty. You can be there and I will lift the veil between us, the light will mingle itself with the darkness until the colors become more than real. The flood will fil...

 Ignorance can be a fire in the darkness of hell. I truly knew bliss when I was a child living for the moment, happily breathing and eating as my parents supported me, my brother and sisters. Challenges came; potty training, reaching door handles, learning to ride a bike, finding out how to not shut my fingers in the door, which took a while, and finally a lifetime of growing my brains understanding. At one point I knew everything, OK, I thought I knew everything and that was when I didn't know how much I had to learn. I was a man sized child and I was in a bit of a hell that I created for myself through having great ignorance. I look back and I love that young man, I love him because he never really stopped digging, despite that knowing of everything, and because he grew into what I find in this mind today. But there was hell to pay for attempting ignorance by assuming to have all the answers, and I did face my inner darkness, and standing in front of it I grew to find that it was...

 Imagine a chaos of consciousness, stretching out of the void, from the origin of thought through layers of being that are balanced by wavelengths of energy. The being in wavelengths is the possibility of the multiverse in atomic structure. Now consider your current awareness being tied directly to the void and every layer in this multiverse, and that separation is only a game you play with the self aware being, which is designed to assume separateness. The brain pulls you out of the whole and makes you one alone in endless possibilities. If this awareness of a separate self is released from this assumption, then it will have the trillions upon trillions of layers of existence to work through, because you are tied directly to it all. A release, be it through meditation or even up to physical death can be done while present in any portion of being, because being was the choice you made when you were nothing but potential within the void; and no matter how you are being, it is a port...