About Five Minutes

 If I told you that it is my brain, then like anything else, I should be able to use it as I choose. But doing that is not so simple, it seems like there are misunderstandings between the brain and I. I want it to be able to carry my awareness directly into a dream state, where I am able to think coherently in a separate wave-particle reality that is carrying its own multitude of worlds along with their energy sources. I expect that I would know how this thing works to create the patterns of energy that allow awareness to slide over to those other places, and still I find myself stepping into those worlds completely unaware of any choice to be there. I am at the mercy of a machine that translates patterns and waves, in various states and stages of consciousness. I do think I may be gaining control, so slowly however that I wonder if I will have to patiently pursue this goal well into my 90's before I reach it. I am not in too much of a hurry, but my impatience rises up from time to...

 There are moments when the world is pressing in on you, your thoughts circle around and your stress levels slowly eat away at your health. Stop letting that happen, there is enough in the world that is trying to kill you, no need in letting something work from your mind out. Stress is a tough one to figure out though, so I better get started. The easy way is to live a life that has less cause for stress; keep an easy going job, live below your means and do things that don't take too much difficult work. If you cannot do that, then let's hope there's a way to deal with stress. I have never been very good at dealing with stress head on, I often try to just let the world do its thing while I move around and do my thing. I put stressful situations behind me and forget they ever happened. If a stresser gets in my face too much, then I feel a great urge to step away from it. I assume that life does not have to be stressful, so why allow it to be. In dealing with stress tha...

 I have decided to focus on enlivening my imagination, I have let it grow lax over the years. I have not really stretched this brain out as much as when I was a truly imaginative child. There are billions of landscapes and centuries of time for my mind to wander through, and I have been ignoring them all. I sleep in the darkness of the void most of the time; while the love next to me travels and creates her own worlds, changing them at will. I miss the power of mind, considering what is going on inside this brain has held my gaze for too long. I must remember that my starship is just one step away, and that my queen has a starship that she can fly right along with mine; the time of our travels is drawing ever closer. Opening my eye, I see stars with planets covered in forests that wait for me to float through their beauty. You can be there and I will lift the veil between us, the light will mingle itself with the darkness until the colors become more than real. The flood will fil...

 There are between 100 and 400 billion stars in this Milky Way galaxy, can you imagine 100 billion stars? If only 1 million of those stars has a planet that is in a position to support life; that is a tiny percentage and I can only imagine that the chances are a little higher that life exists all over this galaxy. There are about 125 billion galaxies in this universe, which means that by the assumption noted above, there are 125 quadrillion planets that could have life in the universe. That is a lot of possibilities. I am a lover of science and of faith, I have trouble not seeing them tied together. My faith is empowered by the science I am aware of, and my search of science is driven deeper by my faith in God. Imagination pushes both beyond what I once assumed logical in its absence. Imagine being an eternal energy that is aware of the ability to be conscious, and placing yourself into an image that gives you every reason to forget that you are eternal. What would that look l...

It is the slow and steady pace that seems to be required so much more often when one is reaching out for understanding. Finding connection in all that is God and the waves of creative play coursing through existence turns the mind upside down, and one must continue to search because it is all even more amazing to see as understanding grows. We can find links between a path crossed and a moments pause that seem to have been put in place to change our life. Everything working as an order of the chaos, bending space and time to move us and alter the pattern we have been seeing swirl before our eyes. We are challenged to recognize the amazing movement in the chaos we call order. Every aspect of the balance in existence is a wonderful portion of the play. The boundary between good and bad is one that can be balanced with a subtle sway. God, is not good or bad, it is everything and nothing all at once. So why would one work to only be good or bad? What use is only half of a creative flow mo...

 Ignorance can be a fire in the darkness of hell. I truly knew bliss when I was a child living for the moment, happily breathing and eating as my parents supported me, my brother and sisters. Challenges came; potty training, reaching door handles, learning to ride a bike, finding out how to not shut my fingers in the door, which took a while, and finally a lifetime of growing my brains understanding. At one point I knew everything, OK, I thought I knew everything and that was when I didn't know how much I had to learn. I was a man sized child and I was in a bit of a hell that I created for myself through having great ignorance. I look back and I love that young man, I love him because he never really stopped digging, despite that knowing of everything, and because he grew into what I find in this mind today. But there was hell to pay for attempting ignorance by assuming to have all the answers, and I did face my inner darkness, and standing in front of it I grew to find that it was...

God's love is everything, not even nothing is beyond the love of God. It is with all my faith and awareness that I seek to be an embodiment of the love of everything and nothing. I am seeking the eternal love that fulfills all needs, overrides every desire and leaves the heart inside you overflowing with joy. You are also seeking this eternal love so that you can fill my heart beyond full with joy. As I look into existence from the awareness of a soul that is allowing this extension to grow in understanding, I sense so many forms connected to the tentacles stretching out of me. A plethora of bodies joined in the play of conscious being, tapping into worlds of atomic presence and running through lifetimes. You and I are beyond the play and still we ride the forms into the game of structure. Be aware of me in your dreams and I will know you as the source of being as you walk into the energy beyond the particles waving. I feel you grow in understanding. Love, PEACE