About Five Minutes

 The waves of consciousness are flowing in and around us, each individual human is a movement of energy in the pool of streaming existence. We connect to various other energies that have been separated out from the source to play out lifespans in the layers of creation. Working through existing as we attempt to know what being here actually is. I am seeking self control by trying to tap into ancient memories of understanding while also holding as many portions of possible outcomes in my mind as I can imagine. It is difficult to not focus on the other moving local streams and keep my thoughts heading towards true knowledge. I must remember that there is room for play in the creative layers of what love continues to bring into our lives. There must be a balance between what we are doing to grow and learn in existence with taking joy in being here and now. I tell you that it is all a play and even our games bring challenge while at the same time learning can bring joy. Moving thro...

 It's not adjusting what your body's doing in reaction to time, it is adjusting your perception to how you exist next to time. You are a conscious energy that is dipped into the layer of experience forms which is so immersive you forget what you are originally. I reiterate that this is one of the best made realities that I am aware of, but I am here so maybe I am prejudice. Within this excellently designed creation we become lost in the layers; extacy, pain, happy, sad, smell, sights, sounds, space, time and all that it is. We allow our energy to seem depleted by all of it. But we are energy standing outside of the whole thing and as energy itself how do we lose what we are? It is because we dive in so deep and fully become these forms and they currently have limits programmed in. So far I have not discovered the bypass to those limits, the program is pretty tight. Working with the awareness of being energy in a field of atoms flowing in a movement of space and time allows us ...

 I find myself thinking about the future lately, and I have to remind myself that it is a trap. We can lose ourselves in seeking what is to come rather than taking the moment we are in to enjoy it for all that it brings us. Things like preparing for retirement can eat up your whole life, when it should always be a small portion of your current set of experiences. Be sure to set money aside, have your savings accounts, but let them just be. They will grow and prepare a place of comfort for you to relax and enjoy not working so much. While they grow and you continue to be part of the hourly workforce be sure to get out often and take in the beauty of what is within and around you. I enjoy walking in every part of the world that I can; I find joy in looking at houses, buildings and forests of all types. I am uplifted by saying hello to people, though I am also happy just walking quietly and letting my mind disconnect from it all. There is adventure in the simplest of acts, one can fin...

 There is an awareness of existence deep within you, it plays out all your experiences, and all the possibilities of your varied choices are in that portion of yourself awaiting you to consider them. Seeking out an understanding of the actions and reactions of all you have done and what is going on in the space around you. How far back and how far forward in the movement of life that your awareness is able to take you can only be determined by your connection to knowledge and imagination, and I have one game that I do to try and grow in my connection to each. Let your grip on right here right now go for a few minutes, step back into the first memory that pops into your head, let it play out what happened over the next minute or two. Then rewind to the start of that memory and move forward with the intent of changing one action. What can you imagine happens over the next minute or two that is different because of that change? With practice you may be able to imagine whole different ...

 I get so angry at myself, I feel like I have taken too long and am losing power. My human form is moving through time and I have learned through example and experience that time can have an effect on the human body. I am trying to find pathways in consciousness to extend my own and every awareness deeper into the certainty of all we are and are capable of. I am seeking existence next to, but outside of time. Drawing life not from the body I am in at any given moment, but from being that which is beyond the brain and all that it can possibly be. Despite all my efforts I am still so often trapped in this body and brain, I cannot push out of the veil without great effort in focus or possibly returning to the assistance of entheogens. It is maddening to consider how long it has taken me to get this far and still feel stuck so often. I am excited however, to be reminded that I am on this course of possible evolution for a reward. That reward is figuring it out as I walk along so I mig...

 I will eat your eyes and drink your brain until you are floating in absence of awareness. I will leave you there as nothing until you realize that you have always been there and decide on your own to return to being something, beyond. With that realization you find yourself moving through layers of existence renewed. As you learn to rise up to your feet, you find yourself walking down the ancient hallway with the long rectangular stones beside you till you reach the end with the four foot tall, square, gray block standing in front of you. You see your own hands reaching to the top and lifting you up onto it.  As you stand there the world fills with styrofoam balls flowing over your body and making designs all around you. A white stream of pea size balls moving by and sticking to you. Rolling over you until you become them, colors start to swirl in and your form holds loosely in the flow. There is a black hole floating in the space in front of you, your consciousness goes i...

 Your consciousness can be connected to all the layers of existence within every possible imagination. How much does it take to be the whole, what doors need to be opened to find that kind of wonder. How far has awareness spread itself to make such a connection the challenge that it seems to be today. We are one, moving in an assumption of many, and we have every potential within each of us. In considering the layers of being we must realize the self as soul spread across multiple lifespans. With this we are already living at every possible age and through every death imaginable. There are paths between your portions of the all being, and finding those paths that are linked to one body at it's death allows each form to invite all the knowledge and understanding of the separated consciousness from that dying form to enter into it and share both the knowledge it brings as well as the life that is continuing in the living one. You can also be all awareness of every being while at t...