A little off the top

What is on the other side of your consciousness?  Billions of stars just beyond this physical plane but directly connected to your many existences.  Your self is stretched across light years and immeasurable fields of experience, and still you are a being of singular existence waiting at the point just before and just after the dawning of creation for you to be aware of what you are when it is all brought together.  You are the absence of existence, the birth of an idea, the waves of energy, the movement of atoms, the flow of many lives and times, the minds and mind of everything and one at the same moment.  You are the woman embracing the man, and you are the man embracing the woman.  You are every pleasure and all suffering, you are open to yourself and you are afraid to be open.  Your mind in this body is a field of energy and when you adjust the pathways that the energy travels you can connect to the unlimited open fields of existence available to every conscious being.  Meditation, dreaming, and other tools can be used to push the mind to take pathways seldom used.  We are slow at the onset, but our speed will increase as we grow more accustomed to the altering frames of mind.  There are slow walks which are comforting or there are rocket ships to the soul which overwhelm the mind until one takes the trip a few hundred times.  From the point of soul the stars are a thought away and the gap from reality to dream ceases to exist.  Join me on this journey into the wonder of being.
I stand alone with voices all around, instructions on how to let it just be, reminders to remain calm and words of love and reassurance.  The colors of life dance before my eyes as I step from the rocket ship that stretches back to my brain.  This is the world created for the benefit of the human race, a gift of comfort and peace given to us by the vines and sages of eternity.  The landscape rolls as forms appear out of the scene of colors then slip from view.  I am pulled gently back into the tunnel and the color fades while I begin to dig for worlds I recognize yet do not completely know.  I find myself with a different wife, then a new land with a husband and I am the wife.  I pull at the strings of awareness to find myself in a painting by Alex Grey only to slip away as I hear a body breathing and realize it is the one I am resting in, the one where this all started.  Staying calm allows the mind to slip back into a state of imagination and dreams.  I am lying on some ground and it is rolling as my body takes on many shapes, from male to female then it becomes part of the ground.  The world is not as bright as before, but there are now people I can see and talk to.  I lose myself to random states of being as I wander from one place to the next; I am forced to wander because my mind keeps losing itself to a different state and then all of a sudden I hear breathing and I am back behind my eyes.  The alarm goes off and it is time to wake, the journey is postponed till I find my mind opening up like this again.  How many lifetimes can I open myself up to, how long will it take to reach that point of awareness?  These are the questions that push me forward, trying to crack the egg without hurting the baby dragon inside.  
Love, 

PEACE

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