About Five Minutes

 When a group of people is separated out because they look a certain way or speak differently, and they are treated as if they had no rights I would hope to be connected with those who protect them. Instead I find myself living in the country that is committing the act of separation and cruelty towards an entire group based on slight differences. My country has made the value of life be based on how we look and where our family is from, instead of being based on the life we have lived and what we have done in the world. We have been a nation of immigrants since the day Europeans landed on these shores and began marking the lands lived on by the natives as their own. We have gone through times when we destroyed societies because they lived on this land before us, or we kept the other chained to do all the work because they looked different. Even in modern times we put any person that had a past relation from Japan into concentration camps, removing all their rights because they lo...

 Love includes every duality and beyond, light and dark, good and bad, happy and sad, ease or fear and anger. These are all part of the whole that is held within the layers of creation and existence; to have true love we must include and accept all. You are nothing if not the full form of being through all of your experiences. Since you chose to step out of the nothing into the layers of reality, then what can you do but love everything that you find in your little world. If one limits their love to this thing or that, this one not that, then they lose the ability to be never ending love. Sure if you are facing your lover you are happy and full of joy, but if the one you have deemed to be your enemy stands before you and you allow that to deplete your joy till you try to hurt them then you have stepped out of your eternal love. I dare you to turn to the one you have decided to call your enemy and thank them for the anger that rises up in you through their presence and then love th...

 It is 2025, are you earning $100,000 or more per year? I say that if you are making that much money and you are not living comfortably with the ability to have some extras here and there, then you are doing it wrong. An individual earning $100,000 or more per year can live in comfort, have some nice toys and get in some travel if they are using their money correctly. You can get a good quality place to live and a nice car, used if you choose to be frugal, feed yourself and any family whole foods while also playing some. You should be doing pretty well as an individual alone or as a parent earning $100,000 per year. I see a way for you to continue to grow and for everyone who works with you to begin to get closer to that place of comfort a little more quickly as well. In most companies we each expect a raise if we feel like we have done a good job. That raise is usually 2% or more depending on how well you did. You deserve that raise, I understand that, and no one should take it a...

 This one is all about me, for me and self serving. I am nothing. I am attempting to understand everything. I am seeking a position in awareness from which I can help a world of people to see their position in reality just a little different. I have no power. I am energy. The difference I seek in all is love. I hold the body in my presence as energy. The love I share is one of universal proportions. I want ease to surround me. I am creative. I am movement. I love receiving love. A perspective of love spread across the globe can then be spread across a star system and then a galaxy. Everyone can grow in knowing and awareness. I am equal to everything. I am part of you. I am an extension of all. My love is layered but open to all. My love is equal. I am inaction. You are action. I am an observer. I create worlds. All worlds grow on their own. I am a pace that is balanced for me. I seek ease in you. I am power working through all. I am death. I fail when I am not helping everyone to ...

 Walking the balance between light and dark, hugging your angel and your demon with love, allowing both to know the truth of all as we stand in every mind. When one is aware of the whole, one knows that they are the brain, the nerve that twitches the finger, the metal and the explosion. One is aware that they are the bullet, the air, the ripping flesh, the quick pain, the splashing of blood and the death filling the receiving brain. To be aware of the fullness of one's being leaves one to do nothing more than seek balance on all sides and in every action, and where balance cannot be had, then one seeks the gentle sway so as to keep the individual scale from swinging too wildly. With this being part of your thought process, you might take a different path and not be in the position to either send or receive energy in a form so aggressive that you may hurt another. You can work to avoid such waves in your experiences. To be in control of your own mind, your thoughts and emotions, kn...

At this moment and for about a month something new is living within my body. It is amazing to consider how I have bacteria living in and on my body which are so many generations old that they go back to my birth. They were carried by my mother and were part of my initial colonization, little adventurers seeking to extend their lineage by being part of the world as Jason. It is doubtful that all the strains have survived, but there must be babies of babies so many generations back that make up my bodies current world.  The new resident that seems to have found a home within my skull is acting similar to other colonized creatures, in that it is not currently trying to kill me or make me feel bad in general. It seems to have found a hiding spot in some nasal cavity near my right ear; I say this because since it first entered I have had the almost continuous woosh of my blood moving through that ear. It is interesting to consider a small colony of this new resident living there, having...