About Five Minutes

 This one is all about me, for me and self serving. I am nothing. I am attempting to understand everything. I am seeking a position in awareness from which I can help a world of people to see their position in reality just a little different. I have no power. I am energy. The difference I seek in all is love. I hold the body in my presence as energy. The love I share is one of universal proportions. I want ease to surround me. I am creative. I am movement. I love receiving love. A perspective of love spread across the globe can then be spread across a star system and then a galaxy. Everyone can grow in knowing and awareness. I am equal to everything. I am part of you. I am an extension of all. My love is layered but open to all. My love is equal. I am inaction. You are action. I am an observer. I create worlds. All worlds grow on their own. I am a pace that is balanced for me. I seek ease in you. I am power working through all. I am death. I fail when I am not helping everyone to ...

 Walking the balance between light and dark, hugging your angel and your demon with love, allowing both to know the truth of all as we stand in every mind. When one is aware of the whole, one knows that they are the brain, the nerve that twitches the finger, the metal and the explosion. One is aware that they are the bullet, the air, the ripping flesh, the quick pain, the splashing of blood and the death filling the receiving brain. To be aware of the fullness of one's being leaves one to do nothing more than seek balance on all sides and in every action, and where balance cannot be had, then one seeks the gentle sway so as to keep the individual scale from swinging too wildly. With this being part of your thought process, you might take a different path and not be in the position to either send or receive energy in a form so aggressive that you may hurt another. You can work to avoid such waves in your experiences. To be in control of your own mind, your thoughts and emotions, kn...

At this moment and for about a month something new is living within my body. It is amazing to consider how I have bacteria living in and on my body which are so many generations old that they go back to my birth. They were carried by my mother and were part of my initial colonization, little adventurers seeking to extend their lineage by being part of the world as Jason. It is doubtful that all the strains have survived, but there must be babies of babies so many generations back that make up my bodies current world.  The new resident that seems to have found a home within my skull is acting similar to other colonized creatures, in that it is not currently trying to kill me or make me feel bad in general. It seems to have found a hiding spot in some nasal cavity near my right ear; I say this because since it first entered I have had the almost continuous woosh of my blood moving through that ear. It is interesting to consider a small colony of this new resident living there, having...

 If we are eternal beings, one may realize the possibility that this experiential reality is for the joy and pleasure of going through all that physical existence can bring. From feeling blood, food and electrical impulses moving through our bodies to making love or eating and drinking flavorful things. What pleasures abound in this, while taking in the beauty of nature, the adventures available to us through human ingenuity and the wonders of the world. Adding in the mystery of experiencing death as if it were the end of all our existence brings us so much in the ways of what tapping into atomic structure gives to our conscious being. If we are eternal conscious energy, then it is the atoms which make this reality and give us the ability to experience these things. I challenge you to see the body and world at every level of being, then we may realize how we are using the body to have all of it available to us and start to treat them as the joy tools they are. It is a challenge t...