About Five Minutes

You are a soul, you have always been a soul and will always be a soul.  Your soul self is about as close to eternal as and individualized being can get.  The issue with being a soul is that you pretty much know everything, so it gets boring.  To break up the monotony behind knowing everything you decide to accept God's offer to create a human being on earth, so you can live as the human and experience knowing practically nothing.  It is like the human form is designed to wipe out awareness of what we are beyond the body, then we have to try and regain that connection. As a soul, you are always aware of your human predicament and you watch as your human develops in knowledge and understanding.  Until further noted, I will write to you as a soul, imagine us looking down on our human forms trying to get these ideas into their minds. You hope that the body does well and works to reconnect it's consciousness to you , because along the way that connection was lost. ...

Finding out that you are the one who devised the plan to block your own awareness of soul perception and understanding makes the whole process a tragic comedy.  Tragic for all the time you assumed you were fighting your way through this life and comical starting the day you realize that you are already there and yet you still have to live out this life with a slow growing mental capacity to tie your consciousness back into your soul being. G. I. Gurdjieff wrote of the organ Kundabuffer which blocks our psychic awareness or possibly our 3rd eye.  In Beelzebub's Tales To His Grandson, Gurdjieff says the Kundabuffer was placed in humans by other higher powers, but I think we were one of the higher powers that put the barrier between our physical minds and the consciousness of any higher self.  When I say we, I mean the spiritual self that worked in conjunction with God to experience a complete loss of self at any level outside the flesh of the body until one works to know t...

Jesus came along, able to alter the structure of reality and transform other people's lives.  So much so, that some people wanted to make him a king in this world, perhaps for a moment he too thought that he was to be a king of this world.  But, he stepped down from heading towards that throne, gave it up completely and blew the minds of his followers by dying to show them where the real power is.  He used the greatest mystery, death, to reveal the level of energy he had available and to show them where true power comes from.  This world is designed with limitations and he needed them to see that the true kingdom is both here and there; because they wanted him to be a physical king he had to step out of the physical, and show them that life is not born out of the physical world.  He had enough soul energy, and connection to the source of being to push consciousness back into this world and show how humans can have power over the structure of reality and their o...