My brain
If I told you that it is my brain, then like anything else, I should be able to use it as I choose. But doing that is not so simple, it seems like there are misunderstandings between the brain and I. I want it to be able to carry my awareness directly into a dream state, where I am able to think coherently in a separate wave-particle reality that is carrying its own multitude of worlds along with their energy sources. I expect that I would know how this thing works to create the patterns of energy that allow awareness to slide over to those other places, and still I find myself stepping into those worlds completely unaware of any choice to be there. I am at the mercy of a machine that translates patterns and waves, in various states and stages of consciousness. I do think I may be gaining control, so slowly however that I wonder if I will have to patiently pursue this goal well into my 90's before I reach it. I am not in too much of a hurry, but my impatience rises up from time to